Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
This young lady got so much pleasure and entertainment out of
everything, that it often surprised her to catch glimpses of a
carefully concealed _ennui_ in the expression of her cousin’s guarded
countenance.
“I should not like to be as thoroughly initiated as you are, Alan,” she
said to him one day. “You’ve seen and done pretty much everything, I
suppose, and nothing has any particular zest for you now.”
“You audacious young fledgeling!” exclaimed her cousin. “How dare you
make me out such a _blasé_ old fellow? How old am I, do you suppose?”
“I really don’t quite know.”
“I am just barely thirty-three--not entirely superannuated yet!”
“About three years older than Mr. Gaston!” said Margaret, reflectively.
“I can’t understand the inflection of your voice,” said Alan, rather
eagerly; “do I seem that much older than he?”
“I hardly know,” answered Margaret, still in the same thoughtful tone.
“Mr. Gaston is such a busy man that he bears the impress of cares and
responsibilities, and that makes him seem older; but in his feelings he
seems worlds younger than you.”
“And haven’t I cares and responsibilities too, I’d like to know! Wait
till I’m fairly launched in my profession, and see how I will peg away
at my briefs and documents.”
“Oh, Alan!” said Margaret, smiling indulgently, in a way that irritated
him; “it is impossible to imagine you really at work. Have you ever
practised at all?”
“Not yet. Circumstances have prevented, and I remained abroad much
longer than I had any idea of doing; but one thing after another
detained me. After Christmas, however, I am going to open an office
and go to work in earnest.”
He spoke with confidence, but his tone did not impose upon his cousin,
who in her heart had but small belief in his work. The fact was
becoming more and more evident to her, that the nomadic life this
elegant young gentleman had led had held him back from strong purposes,
however much it had advanced him in social accomplishments and graces.
“If a man has done nothing, from choice, up to thirty,” she said to
herself, reflectively, “the chances are that, if the power of choice
remains, he will continue to do nothing.”
“I am so glad you are pleased with Baltimore, Margaret,” said her
cousin, interrupting her reverie. “How do you think you should like it
as a residence?”
“Oh, I should like my home, wherever it chanced to be,” said Margaret.
“It is people, and not places, that make one’s happiness, I think. I am
sure I could be happy wherever my dear father and mother were.”
“But you cannot have them always. By-and-by some one must take their
place.”
“Yes,” said Margaret, “I suppose so, but I try not to think of that.”
“Do you never think of marriage, Margaret? I suppose all young ladies
must.”
“Not often, as applied to myself,” she said.
“Don’t you think matrimony desirable?”
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