Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of PassionRymer, James Malcolm
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Ada, the Betrayed; Or, The Murder at the Old Smithy. A Romance of Passion
Rymer, James Malcolm
English fiction -- 19th century; Penny dreadfuls
How many, in the selfish pride of their hearts, suppose it possible to
extract joy from merely selfish pleasures! How many have cast from
them, all the endearing associations of kindred and fellowship to wrap
themselves up, as it were, in their own hearts that they might share no
delight with another, imagining that they might, by such a process,
concentrate in themselves all the diffused happiness of many. This has
been the dreary delusions of many, but a time has come when all have
awakened to the truth that man must borrow his greatest joy from the
reflected happiness of others. To such a mind as Learmont’s, this
immutable and holy truth was long in coming, but now as he sat alone in
his princely hall; surrounded with light and splendour, he would have
felt relieved could he have turned to any one upon whose countenance he
could have read with pleasure and delight—aye, the veriest beggar that
ever asked for alms of rich and proud, would, at that moment, have been
welcome, for Learmont’s very heart felt lonely and desolate. Did he
enjoy the exquisite covering of that lofty ceiling? Did he exult over
the rich gilding which lay like plates of massive gold on the elaborate
cornices? Did the soft, beautiful light, which seemed in its rare
excellence to belong to the sunrise of a better world, fall upon his
heart with joyful brilliancy? Alas, no! he was alone! the first proud
flush of gratified pride, in having created and being the master of all
this, had died away and left behind it but a sensation of loneliness
and desolation of spirit, such as he had never before experienced.
In vain the Lord of Learmont battled with his own feelings. They would
not be resisted; and, at length, half mad with the mental struggle he
was enduring, he rose from the chair on which he had been sitting and
stood up to his full height, in the centre of the saloon, while one
deep groan burst from his heart, sounding strangely awful in the midst
of all that glitter and display.
Then his dark eye flashed fire, and he made a great effort to rouse
himself from the deep dejection that had stolen over him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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