First loves -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction; Lighthouse keepers -- Fiction; New England -- Fiction
Following her glance, he tried, as he had so often tried in the last
weeks, to see with her eyes. The peace of the pool beside them, like
all peace in Nature, was an illusion. Minnows steered over the brown
sand, or whipped their magnified shadows, blurred and globular, through
sunny patches under the farther bank; even where the water lay most
dark and thick, weeds tugged slowly at the tether; and over the surface
her “river-drivers,” snapping and kicking between wind and water,
floated erratically down an imperceptible current.
“About those?” he asked incredulously. “What, those beetles?”
“Yes.” Her eyes danced with that look of hers which he had never seen
in any other person,--a look both grave and whimsical. “Yes, they’re
only beetles. See, though: they scoot here and there, but always head
upstream. They can’t have any reason to, and it’s so much easier going
down. And still they’re stubborn, and fight along. I wonder--I think
they must have an Idea.”
“You’re a funny girl!” he laughed. Yet as he watched, the darting
insects began to appear not wholly insensate.
“Now the fish down there,” she continued, as though to herself, “they
nose about their business. And the day-flies--with them it’s all
dancing,--just eat, drink, and be merry. But the river-drivers--see
that one, floating on the blade of grass, all tired out; and there
he goes again, up and up, and all the time carried below. They’re
like--like people. They’re betwixt and between, like us. And it may be
no use. But they must. Their Idea. And the stream flows down and down,
and sweeps everything--”
Her words were quiet as the brook beyond.
“A parable,” said Miles.
His voice rose no higher; for both were suddenly a little awed, as
though their spirits had caught some rushing echo of that broader
flood, the irrevocable and universal. And now some influence as wide,
something neither gradual nor swift, closed about them powerfully. They
had leaned forward, shoulder to shoulder, over the brown pool; but at
this mystical, blind accession, each felt the other tremble and draw
back.
A kingfisher chattered angrily, away in the upper reaches. It was the
recurring silence, however, that alarmed. Of all their silences, this
seemed as it were the end, the turning, and the explication. But still
it endured, throbbing with a perilous energy.
Slowly, in a kind of sleep-waking effort, the girl got upon her feet.
“Come,” she said. Her face, in the alder shadows, was very pale. A
shiver of light from the brook played golden about her throat, like the
reflected glow of buttercups in the children’s game.
“Come,” she repeated. “We can’t--we must get home.”
Moved by the helplessness of that command, he followed. They crossed
the sunset pastures almost without word or look, like pilgrims
crossing the Debatable Ground. And when they had climbed the last hill,
and come racing steeply down toward the river and the house, she went
straight to the shelter of Ella’s kitchen.
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