"I haven't got to the point," she interrupted. "Looking back on my
conduct from the moment I first set foot on your beach, I can see no
false pretence that I have made about myself or my intentions. I was my
natural self to you from the first. I told you my plans; and yet you sit
there and calmly tell me that you don't know whether I really intend to
become a planter, or whether it is all obstinacy and pretence. Now let
me assure you, for the last time, that I really and truly shall become a
planter, thanks to you, or in spite of you. Do you want me for a
partner?"
"But do you realize that I would be looked upon as the most foolish
jackanapes in the South Seas if I took a young girl like you in with me
here on Berande?" he asked.
"No; decidedly not. But there you are again, worrying about what idiots
and the generally evil-minded will think of you. I should have thought
you had learned self-reliance on Berande, instead of needing to lean upon
the moral support of every whisky-guzzling worthless South Sea vagabond."
He smiled, and said,--
"Yes, that is the worst of it. You are unanswerable. Yours is the logic
of youth, and no man can answer that. The facts of life can, but they
have no place in the logic of youth. Youth must try to live according to
its logic. That is the only way to learn better."
"There is no harm in trying?" she interjected.
"But there is. That is the very point. The facts always smash youth's
logic, and they usually smash youth's heart, too. It's like platonic
friendships and . . . and all such things; they are all right in theory,
but they won't work in practice. I used to believe in such things once.
That is why I am here in the Solomons at present."
Joan was impatient. He saw that she could not understand. Life was too
clearly simple to her. It was only the youth who was arguing with him,
the youth with youth's pure-minded and invincible reasoning. Hers was
only the boy's soul in a woman's body. He looked at her flushed, eager
face, at the great ropes of hair coiled on the small head, at the rounded
lines of the figure showing plainly through the home-made gown, and at
the eyes--boy's eyes, under cool, level brows--and he wondered why a
being that was so much beautiful woman should be no woman at all. Why in
the deuce was she not carroty-haired, or cross-eyed, or hare-lipped?
"Suppose we do become partners on Berande," he said, at the same time
experiencing a feeling of fright at the prospect that was tangled with a
contradictory feeling of charm, "either I'll fall in love with you, or
you with me. Propinquity is dangerous, you know. In fact, it is
propinquity that usually gives the facer to the logic of youth."
"If you think I came to the Solomons to get married--" she began
wrathfully. "Well, there are better men in Hawaii, that's all. Really,
you know, the way you harp on that one string would lead an unprejudiced
listener to conclude that you are prurient-minded--"
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