Agatha's Husband: A NovelCraik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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Agatha's Husband: A Novel
Craik, Dinah Maria Mulock
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“If,” said the soft voice of the good angel--“if you had not known
each other so short a time, and been so newly betrothed, I should have
said--judging such things by what they were when I was young,”--here she
momentarily paused--“I should have said, Nathanael, that there was
only one course which, as regarded both her and yourself, was wisest,
kindest, best.”
“What is that?” cried he, eagerly.
“To do a little sooner what must necessarily have been done soon--to
take one another's hands--thus.”
Agatha felt strong, wild fingers grasping her own; a dizziness came
over her--she shrank back, crying, “No, no!” and hid her face on Miss
Valery's shoulder. Nathanael rose up and walked away.
When he returned, it was with his “good” aspect, tender and calm.
“No, Anne, I was wrong even to think of such a thing. Assure her I will
never urge it. She is quite right in saying 'No'--What man could expect
such a sacrifice?”
“And what woman would deem it such?” whispered Miss Valery. “But I
know I am a very foolish, romantic old maid, and view these things in
a different light to most people. So, my dear, be quite at rest,” she
continued, soothing the young creature, who still clung to her. “No one
will urge you in any way; _he_ will not, he is too generous; and I had
no right even to say what I did, except from my affection for him.”
She looked fondly at the young man, as if he had been still a little
child, and she saw him in the light of ancient days. These impelled her
to speak on earnestly.
“Another reason I had; because I am old, and you two are young. Often,
it seems as if the whole world--fate, trial, circumstance--were set
against all lovers to make them part. It is a bitter thing when they
part of their own free will. Accidents of all kinds--change, sorrow,
even death--may come between, and they may never meet again. Agatha,
Nathanael--believe one who has seen more of life than you--rarely do
those that truly love ever attain the happiness of marrying one another.
One half the world--the best and noblest half--thirst all their lives
for that bliss which you throw away. What, Agatha, crying?”
And she tried to lift up the drooping head, but could not.
“Nay, dear, I was wrong to grieve you so. Please God, you two may meet
again, and marry and be happy, even in this world. Come, Nathanael, you
can say all this much better than I. Tell her you will be quite content,
and wait any number of years. And, as to this parting, it is a right and
noble sacrifice of yours; let her see how nobly you will bear it.”
“Ay, Agatha, I will,” said the young lover firmly, as he stood before
her, half stooping, half kneeling--though not quite kneeling, even then.
But his whole manner showed the crumbling away of that clear but icy
surface with which nature or habit had enveloped the whole man.
Agatha lifted her head, and looked at him long and earnestly.
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