Poetry -- 20th century -- Periodicals; Short stories -- Periodicals
But her gaze was all this time steadily on me, as if she feared I
would go, should she look away. “I will tell you myself,” she said
rapidly, to me. “We--uncle Howard and I--read in the papers how they
had all turned against you, and he brought me over here. He has been
telegraphing for you. This morning he went to town to search for you.
About an hour ago Langdon came. I refused to see him, as I have ever
since the time I told you about at Alva’s. He persisted, until at last
I had the servant request him to leave the house.”
“But _now_ there’s no longer any reason for your staying, Anita,” he
pleaded. “He has said you are free. Why stay when _you_ would really no
more be here than if you were to go, leaving one of your empty dresses?”
She had not for an instant taken her gaze from me; and so strange were
her eyes, so compelling, that I seemed unable to move or speak. But
now she released me to blaze upon him--and never shall I forget any
detail of her face or voice as she said to him: “That is false, Mowbray
Langdon. I told you the truth when I told you I loved him!”
So violent was her emotion that she had to pause for self-control.
And I? I was overwhelmed, dazed, stunned. When she went on, she was
looking at neither of us. “Yes, I loved him almost from the first--from
the day he came to the box at the races. I was ashamed, poor creature
that my parents had made me! I was ashamed of it. And I tried to hate
him, and thought I did. And when he showed me that he no longer cared,
my pride goaded me into the folly of trying to listen to you. But I
loved him more than ever. And as you and he stand here, I am ashamed
again--ashamed that I was ever so blind and ignorant and prejudiced as
to compare him with”--she looked at Langdon--“with you. Do you believe
me now--now that I humble myself before him in your presence?”
I should have had no heart at all if I had not felt pity for him. His
face was gray, and on it were those signs of age that strong emotion
brings to the surface after forty. “You could have convinced me in no
other way,” he replied, after a silence, and in a voice I should not
have recognized.
Silence again. Presently he raised his head, and with something of his
old cynicism bowed to her. “You have avenged much and many,” said he.
“I have often had a presentiment that my day of wrath would come.” He
lifted his hat, bowed to me without looking at me, and, drawing the
tatters of his pose still further over his wounds, moved away toward
the landing.
I, still in a stupor, watched him until he had disappeared. When I
turned to her, she dropped her eyes. “Uncle Howard will be back this
afternoon,” said she. “If I may, I’ll stay at the house until he comes
to take me.”
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