“I suppose, mother, it is because I love Joy Irving with all my heart.
You must have suspected this for some time. I know that you have, and
that the thought has pained you. You have had other and more ambitious
aims for me. Earnest Christian and good woman that you are, you have a
worldly and conventional vein in your nature, which makes you reverence
position, wealth and family to a marked degree. You would, I know, like
to see me unite myself with some royal family, were that possible;
failing in that, you would choose the daughter of some great and
aristocratic house to be my bride. Ah, well, dear mother, you will, I
know, concede that marriage without love is unholy. I am not able to
force myself to love some great lady, even supposing I could win her if I
did love her.”
“But you might keep yourself from forming a foolish and unworthy
attachment,” Mrs Stuart interrupted. “With your will-power, your brain,
your reasoning faculties, I see no necessity for your allowing a pretty
face to run away with your heart. Nothing could be more unsuitable, more
shocking, more dreadful, than to have you make that girl your wife,
Arthur.”
Mrs Stuart’s voice rose as she spoke, from a quiet reasoning tone to a
high, excited wail. She had not meant to say so much. She had intended
merely to appeal to her son’s affection for her, without making any
unpleasant disclosures regarding Joy’s mother; she thought merely to win
a promise from him that he would not compromise himself at present with
the girl, through an excess of sympathy. But already she had said enough
to arouse the young man into a defender of the girl he loved.
“I think your language quite too strong, mother,” he said, with a
reproving tone in his voice. “Miss Irving is good, gifted, amiable,
beautiful, beside being young and full of health. I am sure there could
be nothing shocking or dreadful in any man’s uniting his destiny with
such a being, in case he was fortunate enough to win her. The fact that
she is poor, and not of illustrious lineage, is but a very worldly
consideration. Mr Irving was a most intelligent and excellent man, even
if he was a grocer. The American idea of aristocracy is grotesquely
absurd at the best. A man may spend his time and strength in buying and
selling things wherewith to clothe the body, and, if he succeeds, his
children are admitted to the intimacy of princes; but no success can open
that door to the children of a man who trades in food, wherewith to
sustain the body. We can none of us afford to put on airs here in
America, with butchers and Dutch peasant traders only three or four
generations back of our ‘best families.’ As for me, mother, remember my
loved father was a broker. That would damn him in the eyes of some
people, you know, cultured gentleman as he was.”
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