An episode in the doings of the dualizedMason, Eveleen Laura
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An episode in the doings of the dualized
Mason, Eveleen Laura
Aphasia -- Fiction; Paralysis -- Fiction
Ethel halted at this onslaught from the man who claimed to believe of
everybody and everything only what his external senses revealed to him
concerning them. Everybody laughed good-naturedly; and Ethel laughed
with them at herself. For she knew there was a line between things,
perceivable only to the inner senses and those perceptible to the outer
senses. But she, like her father Daniel, was a dreamer who worked; and
therefore took care to protect herself from seeming like a dreamer who
_lied_, as she saw Elkhorn thought and meant to hint to her that she
was. She felt what she said was truth, as to the interior aspirational
thoughts which were held by many women and men, who, like Hawthorne,
Emerson and others of earlier date, had philosophized, romanced and
poetized over common-sense facts, and had thus enthroned them; till they
now, at least, were lodged in the memories of men like Elkhorn, as
entertaining fictions.
Luckily for Ethel she had a merry soul, as well as a philosophically
religious one. And, too, she had the faculty of standing off at a
distance from herself in a way that enabled her to see herself as others
saw her. She was not self-conceited, though to others she seemed so. If
she had been, her gift of seeing herself as others often saw her (so
frequently was she misunderstood), would have many times a day taken
down her self-conceit.
She saw the confusion in Elkhorn’s mind concerning her. She knew he was
a stoical man, and had no power of imaging the unseen. He was like the
men of that class which long ago sprung up and outlawed the poets, and
repressed everything of that sort (music included, I believe); because
these things, according to these realists (?) led to lies, and were
lies. All this was in Ethel’s mind as she caught Daniel’s eye, and they
both laughed out cheerily. For Daniel had often been called a —— (that
name you know) and, too, he had been quite outlawed long ago by deacons,
who called him a “rationalist.” And then when he patiently inquired if
they would rather he should become “irrational,” he was churched for it.
So when Ethel and Daniel had rung forth that swift chime of laughter, it
had rung up memories of these things to the ears of all who heard it.
Her pleasantness and just estimate of others seemed to have cleared the
atmosphere. And Judge Elkhorn said cordially, but a little quizzically,
“Well, we’ll take all that on the strength of our faith in you, Miss
Daksha. But go on, and take your time.”
“Yes, take your time,” said Robert, accenting significantly. “This is
not half bad that you are saying, Ethel, but it is quite a fairy tale to
everybody who is listening to you, you know.”
“On, on with the fairy story,” said Paul Palmer.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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