Her temper was mild, and by no means easily ruffled; her disposition was
gentle, humane, amiable, and cheerful, though seldom or never breaking
out into extravagant gaiety. Like all young ladies of her age, who have
much unemployed time on their hands, and I believe the same remark will
apply to young men similarly situated, she had experienced a void, a
want of something in the heart, that she felt acutely enough, but could
neither describe nor account for; that peculiar feeling that certainly
is not love, but a symptom of the wish to love and be beloved; it is
that state of the heart when the affections go forth, like Noah's dove,
and finding no object on which to repose, return weary and dejected to
their lonely prison.
It is an old adage, that "when the devil finds a man idle, he sets him
to work;" when love finds a heart unoccupied, he soon finds it a tenant,
for it always has been, is now, and always will be true, that
"Love is a fire that burns and sparkles,
In men as nat'rally as in charcoals."
Isabella, almost without knowing it, and without the faintest suspicion
of the real state of the case, gradually neglected and ceased to take
pleasure in her usual occupations; her books, her music, her needle, and
her flowers, all seemed to be equally tiresome and unpleasant. While in
this unhappy state of ennui and loneliness of feeling, peculiar to the
youthful days, or some portion of them, of both sexes, when the mind,
like Hudibras' sword,
"Eats into itself, for lack
Of somebody to hew and hack,"
she was thrown into unspeakable grief and consternation, by her uncle
one day proposing to her to receive and encourage the addresses of Don
Gregorio, as her future husband.
To her passionate tears and entreaties to be spared such a dreadful
calamity, that she declared was infinitely worse than death, the old Don
replied, that it was natural for a girl to be frightened at the idea of
leaving a comfortable home, to become the mistress of a family; that he
only wished to provide for her, and see her well settled in life, that
the proposed husband was handsome, rich, and connected by blood with the
viceroy; and also urged many other reasons "too numerous to mention." To
all which, the weeping and agonized girl replied, as soon as her uncle
was out of breath, and she had an opportunity of speaking, "But, my dear
uncle, you know his character, and why, oh! why, will you sacrifice me,
whom you have always treated with so much affection and kindness, to one
whom every one knows to be a fool and a coward?"
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