An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of SaratogaHowells, William Dean
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An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of Saratoga
Howells, William Dean
New York (State) -- Fiction; Saratoga (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Saratoga Springs (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“Why should you have allowed her to be transported altogether into the
ideal? Wasn’t she far enough from us before?” he asked; and I found
myself wishing that he would be either less or more articulate. He ought
to have been mute with passion, or else he ought to have been frankly
voluble about the girl’s gown, and gone on about it longer. But he
simply left the matter there, and though I kept him carefully under my
eye, I could not see that he was concealing any further emotion. She, on
her part, neither blushed nor frowned at his compliment; she did nothing
by look or gesture to provoke more praise; she took it very much as the
beautiful evening might, so undeniably fine, so perfect in its way.
She and the evening were equally fitted for the event to which they
seemed equally dedicated. The dancing was to be out of doors on a vast
planking, or platform, set up in the heart of that bosky court which the
hotel incloses. Around this platform drooped the slim, tall Saratogan
trees, and over it hung the Saratogan sky, of a nocturnal blue very rare
in our latitude, with the stars faint in its depths, and by and by a
white moon that permitted itself a modest competition with the electric
lights effulgent everywhere. There was a great crowd of people in the
portico, the vestibule, and the inner piazzas, and on the lawn around the
platform, where “the trodden weed” sent up the sweet scent of bruised
grass in the cool night air. My foolish old heart bounded with a pulse
of youth at the thought of all the gay and tender possibilities of such a
scene.
But the young people under my care seemed in no haste to mingle in it.
We oldsters are always fancying youth impatient, but there is no time of
life which has so much patience. It behaves as if it had eternity before
it—an eternity of youth—instead of a few days and years, and then the
frosty poll. We who are young no longer think we would do so and so if
we were young, as women think they would do so and so if they were men;
but if we were really young again, we should not do at all what we think.
We should not hurry to experience our emotions; we should not press
forward to discharge our duties or repair our mistakes; we should not
seize the occasion to make a friend or reconcile an enemy; we should let
weeks and months go by in the realisation of a passion, and trust all
sorts of contingencies and accidents to help us out with its confession.
The thoughts of youth are very long, and its conclusions are deliberate
and delayed, and often withheld altogether. It is age which is
tremulously eager in these matters, and cannot wait with the fine
patience of nature in her growing moods.
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