An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of SaratogaHowells, William Dean
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An Open-Eyed Conspiracy; An Idyl of Saratoga
Howells, William Dean
New York (State) -- Fiction; Saratoga (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Saratoga Springs (N.Y.) -- Fiction
“I should make you speak to him if I were sure of him; but as it is I
shall speak to her, and the sooner the better.”
“To-night?” I quaked.
“No; I shall let the poor thing have her sleep to-night. But the first
thing in the morning I shall speak, and I want you to send her up to me
as soon as she’s had her breakfast. Tell her I’m not well, and shall not
be down; I shall not close my eyes the whole night. And now,” she added,
“I want you to tell me everything that happened this evening. Don’t omit
a word, or a look, or a motion. I wish to proceed intelligently.”
I hope I was accurate in the history of the hop which I gave Mrs. March;
I am sure I was full. I think my account may be justly described as
having a creative truthfulness, if no other merit. I had really no wish
to conceal anything except the fact that I had not, in my utter
helplessness, even tried to get Miss Gage any other partners. But in the
larger interest of the present situation, Mrs. March seemed to have lost
the sense of my dereliction in this respect. She merely asked, “And it
was after you went back to the parlour, just before you came home, that
you wrote those names on her card?”
“Kendricks wrote half of them,” I said.
“I dare say. Well, it was very amusing, and if the circumstances were
different, I could have entered into the spirit of it too. But you see
yourself, Basil, that we can’t let this affair go any further without
dealing frankly with her. _You_ can’t speak to her, and _I must_. Don’t
you see?”
I said that I saw, but I had suddenly a wild wish that it were
practicable for me to speak to Miss Gage. I should have liked to have a
peep into a girl’s heart at just such a moment, when it must be quivering
with the unconfessed sense of love, and the confident hope of being
loved, but while as yet nothing was assured, nothing was ascertained. If
it would not have been shocking, if it would not have been sacrilegious,
it would have been infinitely interesting, and from an æsthetic point of
view infinitely important. I thought that I should have been willing to
undergo all the embarrassment of such an inquiry for the sake of its
precious results, if it had been at all possible; but I acquiesced that
it would not be possible. I felt that I was getting off pretty lightly
not to have it brought home to me again that I was the cause of all this
trouble, and that if it had not been for me there would have been, as far
as Mrs. March was concerned, no Miss Gage, and no love-affair of hers to
deal with. I debated in my mind a moment whether I had better urge her
to let me speak to Kendricks after all; but I forbore, and in the morning
I waited about in much perturbation, after I had sent Miss Gage to her,
until I could know the result of their interview. When I saw the girl
come away from her room, which she did rather trippingly, I went to her,
and found her by no means the wreck I had expected the ordeal to leave
her.
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