Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
The deformed offspring of a consanguineous marriage, the heir to the
enormous entailed possessions of the Károlyis, was born with a cleft
palate and a hare-lip. He was fourteen years old when an operation
was performed on him which enabled him, against the will of Divine
Providence, to learn to speak—so that he might beguile his nation and his
country into destruction. A silver palate was put into his mouth. The
boy struggled and suffered. He wrestled with the words, and if his poor
efforts were not understood by his companions he went into violent fits
of temper. The only one who could have understood him, his mother, died
early. His grandmother and his sister guided the poor boy through his
unhappy early days. His progress in school was slow and the results of
examinations deplorable. He passed his _baccalaureat_ at the same time
as my brother, yet he practically knew nothing and could not even spell.
He passed all the same: “The poor, young invalid!” That served him as a
passport everywhere. Fate decreed that the misshapen youth should live,
and he lived to take a cruel revenge for its cruelties.
[Illustration: COUNTESS MICHAEL KÁROLYI (_née_ COUNTESS KATINKA ANDRÁSSY).
(_To face p. 72._)]
His physical shortcomings prevented anyone from expecting much from
him, so that almost everything he learned, did or said, surpassed
the extremely low standard his family had set for him. His relations
recognised this “ability” and admired him. And this delusion was the root
of Károlyi’s ever-increasing vanity. He became convinced that he was an
extraordinary man and that he was predestined for wonderful things.
When he came of age he entered into possession of one of the greatest
estates in Hungary. He could dispose freely of an enormous income. He
had no need to keep accounts, and he kept none. He spent recklessly.
He gambled, indulged in orgies. People laughed at him. Nobody took him
seriously. His spendthrift life, cards, and the political rôle he assumed
later, absorbed fabulous sums. But his fortune could still stand it.
He was surrounded by sycophants. And he believed the flatteries of his
cringing parasites. His megalomania at last became pathological. Without
possessing the necessary aptitude, he now conceived the idea of making
up for what he had neglected in his idle youth. He began to read. And
when husbandry, political economy, sociology, were accumulated in an
indigestible hotch-potch in his brain, he aspired to become a leader of
men.
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