Communism -- Hungary; Hungary -- History -- Revolution, 1918-1919 -- Personal narratives; Tormay, Cécile, 1876-1937 -- Diaries
A number of Red soldiers were loafing in front of a low house. They wore
flat caps ornamented with red ribbons, and red-bordered blouses after
the Russian pattern. This group impressed me strangely and filled me
with anxiety: they were not Hungarian soldiers, they were enemies. They
were the armed servants of a foreign power, the sole relics of our
disbanded army! The Red army! Hungarian national guards, Hungarian
hussars, were you disbanded to become like these? This was the first
time I had seen the Red guards of the Soviet.
Behind the soldiers the walls were posted with orders and regulations. A
door was wide open and machine-guns could be seen pointing from the
disordered yard within. A few steps further a woman was standing on the
pavement talking through an open window. She kept glancing anxiously
behind her and I heard her sigh. Nowadays only those who look round in
fear and sigh can be trusted, so I went up to her.
“Can you tell me where M. Sárkány, the magistrate, lives?”
“That door there.” The woman looked frightened and went away quickly. I
entered a small house.
“No, Comrade Sárkány is not in, he has left town.”
The earth seemed to give way under me. What was I to do? Could they let
me in, I asked. I had come from far and was tired. But it was no good.
Then I said I had a message, and at this I was allowed to enter. It was
still early in the day. I had a long time to wait. Then Mme. Sárkány
came in. While she read Baron Jeszenszky’s letter, she became more and
more excited.
“Then.... I see.... That is the reason ... the Reds have been looking
this morning for a lady and a gentleman.”
I thought of Charles Kiss. Was it possible they were looking for us?
“You cannot stay here,” said Mme. Sárkány. “The house is watched.
Bokányi has come from Budapest and is going to give an address in the
market place. There are journalists with him. They are going to be
quartered here and they are sure to recognise you.” She turned very
pale. “No, you cannot stay here. The best thing you can do is to take
the next train and travel on to Hatvan.”
The instinct of self-preservation rebelled in me so that I was
astonished at the heat with which I replied: “That would be to run
straight into the prison gate. Why does everybody send me nearer
Budapest, when the train is the most likely place where I could be
recognised?”
“Here you are not in safety for a minute.”
“If I could get a carriage....” Then a sudden idea came to me. “I could
go to Iklad, to Countess Ráday....”
Mme. Sárkány nodded and left the room at once. How long she was away I
could not tell, I only know that she came back once more and told me to
get ready as there would be a carriage for me presently. I was very
cold, and asked for a cup of tea. Then I hesitated before making my next
request. Could I have a few matches? In great haste she gave me some.
“Be quick.... Be quick!”
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