Persistently, she remained at the door. "Let me in," she said.
"I know, you'll do something to yourself, if you'll stay alone.
You're thinking that I could betray you, because I've seen you
coming in with the dagger. Oh, you're safe from me putting you
into danger. Let me in, look into my face, and then tell me
whether you'd think that I would do anything bad to you. Haven't
I already suspected for a long time that you were the one they've
been looking for? In my dreams, I've seen you stained with blood.
But still, I don't hate you. I knew that you were unhappy; I
could give my life, if you asked me to."
She put her ear against the door, but there was no answer.
Instead, she heard him stepping to the window opening onto the
canal and busying himself there with something. A mortal fear
came over her, she rattled at the door, she shouted again, she
deplored him in the most moving words not to perform any desperate
act - all in vain. When finally, everything had become quiet
inside, she pushed, in terrible agony, hard against the door with
her shoulders and tried to break the lock, employing all of her
strength. The old woodwork broke, only the frame held. The hole,
which she had broken into the door, allowed her slender figure to
just barely slip through.
The room was empty; she searched him in all niches in vain. When
she stepped to the open window, not doubting any longer that he
had jumped into the canal, she hardly dared to peer down over the
ledge into the depth. But what she saw restored her lost hope. A
rope was hanging down the wall, being attached to a firm hook
underneath the ledge. It extended down to the surface of the
water. If someone would push himself off the wall with his feet,
after having reached the lower end of the rope, he should easily
be able to swing to the stairs on the other side by the palace of
the countess and into the gondola, which was usually chained to
the pole there. Today, it had disappeared, and the lonely girl,
looking down the dark gorge of the canal in vain, trying to
discover a trace of the fugitive, was at least left with the
comforting belief that he could not have chosen a safer course, if
he wanted to safe himself.
It had been his intention to make her believe that. He did not
want to burden the soul of this innocent creature, whom he had
already given enough grief, with the entire, harsh truth that
there was nothing left which could save him, since he was unable
to flee from himself.
The poor girl was still looking out of the window, and her tears
fell bitterly into the black waters below, when Andrea was already
steering his gondola out into the Grand Canal. The palaces on
both sides towered darkly over the face of the water. He passed
by the house of Morosini, he saw the palace of Venier, and a sense
of horror made his hair stand on ends. Here, his life lay before
him like being encircled by a ring; what a beginning and what an
end! -
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