Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"MY DEAR PHIL,—I sent you one letter from Suez, and I now write this
from school which I hate, and every moment I wish I was back in
your verandah playing with the dogs, and mending your soks. This is
a half-holiday and instead of going to the hokky I am scribbling to
you. I have so much to tell you. First of all about Mrs. Dawson, she
was middling kind to me on borde ship but I ran all messages and sowed
buttons on her boots, and brought her brandy when she was very sick.
All the time I was making up my mind to _tell her_ about the dresses,
I hated to have to do it, but I felt that she ought to know and not
have to wonder all her life. So one day when she was awfully ill and
week, lying back with her eyes shut, some voice inside my head said
_Do it now_, now is the time, she cannot beet you. And I said, Mrs.
Dawson I am going to make your mind easy, it was I who cut up all
your dresses. I am very sorry, they were beautiful, and if I could
give them back now I would. I've nothing to give you to make up with,
but my gold bangell, the only nice thing that I have cousin Phil, and
that you gave me; so I took it off, and offered it to her. She had
opened her eyes ever so wide, and at first looked quite stupid and
queer; then she got very red and fierce and wriggled up and panted
for breath. At last she said only you are a little orfan I don't know
what I would do with you, land you at Malta I believe. There's your
bangell and she flung it out of the port hole, and said now tell me
you little feend what you did it for. And I told her the truth that it
was to punish her for her unkindness to my mummy, and this made her
quite crazy. She jumped up, and took me by the shoulders and turned
me out of the cabbin. She never speekes to me now, but she has told
everyone, and no one ever talks to me, and one child said go away you
little cat my mama says I am not to allow you to come near me you
ought to be in Jale. So I did not gain much by telling the truth that
time you see. I lost all my friends and my dear dear bangell. This
school is a big red house with long passages and great bair rooms and
a bell rings for everything, getting up prayers lessons play. Oh I do
hate that bell. There are forty girls and I am not the youngest only
the smallest in the lowest class. Miss Morton thinks me dreadfully
bakward, and so I am, except in sowing, but she was surprised to hear
that I had read Vanity Fair and Byron's pomes and could say Shelly's
skylark by hart. The other girls are very prim, some tell lies as bad
as Anima any day, some are greedy, as greedy as Pinky, some are very
nice, but they all think me odd and wild. I like to make them stair,
so I jabber Hindustani and crack my finger-joints. I have no friends
here except the second housemaid the cat and the drill serjant. He
says I am made of yres, and he has been in India but only in Madras.
I have been in lots of skrapes already dear Phil I don't believe I am
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