Angel: A sketch in Indian inkCroker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Angel: A sketch in Indian ink
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
British -- India -- Fiction; India -- History -- British occupation, 1765-1947 -- Fiction
"What do I say to, emigrating to New Zealand?" she repeated, in a
queer, choked voice, "to living in a back block, and—doing the
washing?" Then, in a totally different key. "Of course, I'd be
happy—anywhere with _you_, Phil, in 'No Man's Land' or Timbuctoo—your
offer is like yourself—it reminds me of the time you sold your watch
to help Billy out of a hole. But this hole is too big—ten thousand
would be a mere drop in the ocean. Philip," she continued, as she
rose and came towards him, "it is no use trying to play hide-and-seek
with fate. My fate is to redeem my father's name. You are the man I
love—Mr. Waldershare is the man I shall marry. Can't you see it with
my eyes? You know our home—you are one of _us_—don't make it harder
for me. I must go my own way."
"And I am to go to the devil," he said hoarsely.
"Oh, don't talk like that," she remonstrated; "it is not like you——"
"I don't know what I'm like—or where I am to-day. In one blow I lose
everything."
"How?" she inquired.
"You were everything to me."
"And in future I must be nothing but a memory. Mr. Waldershare has
had a hint—a girl told him—of our boy and girl attachment. He is
desperately in love."
"So am I," cried her companion.
"Desperately jealous."
"So am I," he reiterated.
"I may never see you or write to you again, Phil; it will be the
best," she urged piteously, and never had she looked so lovely. "It is
terrible for you—it is ten times worse for me. Some day you will be
sorry for me—not now, you are too sorry for yourself."
She was alarmingly pale and nervous, her eyes wandered anxiously to the
clock; nothing that Philip could urge would shake her from her purpose.
She remained as white and as immovable as marble; her decision was
irrevocable—the step was irretrievable. She was sacrificing herself
for others, and "it"—the announcement of the engagement—was already
in the papers.
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