Country life -- Fiction; Vicars, Parochial -- England -- Fiction
“Thank you, Mr Walton. That’s a real comfortable word, sir. And I am
heart-sure it’s true, sir. God be praised for evermore! He IS good,
sir; as I have known in my poor time, sir. I don’t believe there ever
was one that just lifted his eyes and looked up’ards, instead of
looking down to the ground, that didn’t get some comfort, to go on
with, as it were—the ready—money of comfort, as it were—though it might
be none to put in the bank, sir.”
“That’s true enough,” I said. “Then your father and mother—?”
And here I hesitated.
“Were never married, sir,” said the old man promptly, as if he would
relieve me from an embarrassing position. “_I_ couldn’t help it. And
I’m no less the child of my Father in heaven for it. For if He hadn’t
made me, I couldn’t ha’ been their son, you know, sir. So that He had
more to do wi’ the makin’ o’ me than they had; though mayhap, if He had
His way all out, I might ha’ been the son o’ somebody else. But, now
that things be so, I wouldn’t have liked that at all, sir; and bein’
once born so, I would not have e’er another couple of parents in all
England, sir, though I ne’er knew one o’ them. And I do love my mother.
And I’m so sorry for my father that I love him too, sir. And if I could
only get my boy Tom to think as I do, I would die like a psalm-tune on
an organ, sir.”
“But it seems to me strange,” I said, “that your son should think so
much of what is so far gone by. Surely he would not want another father
than you, now. He is used to his position in life. And there can be
nothing cast up to him about his birth or descent.”
“That’s all very true, sir, and no doubt it would be as you say. But
there has been other things to keep his mind upon the old affair.
Indeed, sir, we have had the same misfortune all over again among the
young people. And I mustn’t say anything more about it; only my boy Tom
has a sore heart.”
I knew at once to what he alluded; for I could not have been about in
my parish all this time without learning that the strange handsome
woman in the little shop was the daughter of Thomas Weir, and that she
was neither wife nor widow. And it now occurred to me for the first
time that it was a likeness to her little boy that had affected me so
pleasantly when I first saw Thomas, his grandfather. The likeness to
his great-grandfather, which I saw plainly enough, was what made the
other fact clear to me. And at the same moment I began to be haunted
with a flickering sense of a third likeness which I could not in the
least fix or identify.
“Perhaps,” I said, “he may find some good come out of that too.”
“Well, who knows, sir?”
“I think,” I said, “that if we do evil that good may come, the good we
looked for will never come thereby. But once evil is done, we may
humbly look to Him who bringeth good out of evil, and wait. Is your
granddaughter Catherine in bad health? She looks so delicate!”
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