After supper Binks had become delightfully silly. A special bond united
Wilfred and Binks; the kids of the crowd, exactly the same age. They had
to conceal their kiddishness from the older fellows, but might reveal it
to each other when alone. They were intensely jealous of each other.
Wilfred had to be content with second place, because Binks surpassed him
in everything. Binks at nineteen already had his drawings in the best
magazines. Wilfred was enslaved by his admiration of Binks’ elegant air
that was not dependent upon dress, his outrageous audacity; his faculty
for making friends. Binks was nonchalantly one with gangsters, and with
the Four Hundred. What a Godsend that would be to me, thought Wilfred;
if I had it.
Amazing fellow, Binks! He had said: “My boss asked me to lunch on
Wednesday. He runs what he calls the Simple Life Club. Not so damn
simple. Has in the fellows who write and draw for his magazine to amuse
the society dames he knows. I sat next to Mrs. Van Buren. . . .”
“Mrs. Peter Polk Van Buren?” asked Wilfred, amazed.
“Yes, that’s her.”
“The most beautiful woman in New York!” said Wilfred, “and the greatest
name!”
“That so”? Well, she was a peach all right. As we took our places she
kicked my foot under the table. She begged my pardon, and I said: ‘Oh,
go as far as you like!’ It sort of broke the ice. She said she was dying
to smoke; but she didn’t know how the other women would take it. I said:
‘Oh, go ahead. When they see you start they’ll all smoke themselves
black in the face!’ Across the table sat:” he named names that took
Wilfred’s breath away. “Some party! . . . I came home afterwards, and
carried down the washing from the roof for my mother.”
By degrees Wilfred had perceived that Binks’ affections were not warm
like Stanny’s and Jasper’s. With sharpest pain he thought: The fellows
he met last night for the first time are just the same to him as
us. . . . Oh well, that’s his nature. You have to take him as he is.
When Binks got drunk, and, no longer clever, made believe that the
studio was a skating rink, Wilfred felt like a father to him. At any
rate I can carry my liquor better than Binks, he told himself.
After supper there came a point when Jasper burst into flower like that
night-blooming plant whose name Wilfred couldn’t remember. He stood
behind a chair, haranguing them in the manner of a rabbit-toothed curate
with his spectacles slipping off his nose. A rag-tag parody of biblical
quotations, and pulpit jargon. The congregation rolled helplessly on the
floor. At such moments, Wilfred thought, Jasper under his unsure manner
revealed richer ore than any of them.
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