But presently the silence of the other who was present crept into her
consciousness; and she lifted her head to look around. Mrs. Cragg sat
apart, grey and wordless. All the self-assertion was for once
washed-out of her. She had no excuse to offer, no self-defence to put
forward. That abashed face was new to Pattie. She could not see in it
the Mrs. Cragg whom she had hitherto known.
"Is ma-ma angly?" asked Dot's little voice.
"No, Dot. I think ma-ma is sorry," replied Pattie's trembling tones.
Mrs. Cragg neither moved nor looked round.
"I'm sorry to have had to be so rough," at length faltered Pattie,
her chest heaving still. "I couldn't help it, you know. There was
no time. If I had not made haste—"
Then a new fear swept across her.
"Did Dot take any? Mrs. Cragg, are you sure?—did she drink any of that
stuff?"
"No," was the answer; "not one drop."
"If she had—"
The girl shuddered; then, standing up, she went nearer to Mrs. Cragg.
"You didn't know, of course. You didn't think what you were doing.
I suppose you fancied it was her medicine."
"Dot pointed to the mantelshelf. I asked her."
"No. That stood there. It oughtn't to have been. But we kept the
medicine in the cupboard. That is only meant for—" Pattie broke down
afresh. "It ought not to have been left anywhere within reach,"
she went on presently. "But, oh, if I had not been in time—"
"If Mrs. Smithers hadn't been to see me, she'd have had it all ever so
long ago," muttered Mrs. Cragg. "And if you hadn't come back just when
you did—"
Mrs. Cragg spoke in a strange, husky voice, and before Pattie could
answer she asked abruptly:
"If Dot had drunk that, would she have died?" Pattie whispered a
"Yes." Mrs. Cragg's shoulders shook, and Pattie's hand came on her
kindly.
"I don't know, I'm sure, whatever makes you so nice to me," faltered
Mrs. Cragg. "You've behaved uncommon well, I must say. And I've
treated you bad, I know that. I don't know whatever made me. But I
shan't forget this. I shan't ever forget it." Mrs. Cragg began
to choke and gulp. Dot seemed inclined to go to sleep after the
morning's agitations.
"Don't keep her awake," whispered Pattie; and Mrs. Cragg did her best
to cry in subdued tones—not an easy matter, since self-command was not
one of her virtues.
By the time Dot was soundly off, Mrs. Cragg spoke again:
"Pattie, you don't know what I've been and done! I've told
Mrs. Smithers all about you."
"Yes; I know you have."
"I mean—about your father. I felt cross, and so I said it out.
If you'd known that, you wouldn't, perhaps, have—"
"Not have tried to save dear little Dot!" Pattie spoke in amazed
accents. "You can't think so, surely! I would do anything for Dot.
Mrs. Smithers told me when I was out. She did not say that she had
heard it from you, but of course—" Pattie stopped.
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