"But I do not choose that you shall write," replied Julien with a proud
vehemence which did not displease Madame d'Estrelle. "Do you think that
I am a child to be afraid of his anger, or a coward to leave you exposed
to his importunities? Do you think that my mother would be any more
willing than myself to accept favors which would cost you the shadow of
a falsehood? Is it for you to deal tenderly with anyone, and suffer for
our sake, who would give our lives to spare you the slightest suffering?
No, madame, learn to know us better. My mother's sentiments are as lofty
as your own; she accepted Monsieur Antoine's benefactions with the very
greatest reluctance. To-day she would blush to do it; she will detest
the mere thought when she knows what they cost you. And as for me--I am
of no consequence in your eyes and shall never be anything in your life;
but permit a man, who feels that he is a man of spirit, to tell you that
he fears neither poverty, nor vengeance, nor any sort of persecution. I
have done my duty and I will continue to do it; I will support my mother
until she draws her last breath, and if it is necessary to contend
against the whole world, I shall be able to do it for her. Let this
reassure you touching the fate of her you love so dearly. If only your
friendship were concerned, she would prefer it to all Monsieur Antoine's
wealth, and for my own part, though I had but this moment on earth to
tell you that I love you, I should esteem myself happy and proud to have
been able to say it to you without offence and without presumption; for
I speak to your heart, and there is not a shadow of a sentiment in my
heart that is unworthy of you. Adieu, madame! live happily and at peace;
and if you ever need a man to do something for you that is beyond the
power of all other men, remember that such a man exists, poor, humble,
hidden in a corner, but capable of moving mountains; for when his
mother's welfare is at stake, he is determination and faith
personified."
Julien left the room without asking or waiting for another word from
Madame d'Estrelle, and in a twinkling he was in the street. Antoine was
awaiting him with feverish impatience; he was on the point of bursting
into the hôtel like a bomb when Julien reappeared.
"Well, the answer must be at least four pages long!" he cried. "Where is
it?"
"Come, monsieur," said Julien, offering him his arm to cross the street.
"There is too much noise here for us to hear each other."
They entered into an open field where there was a sign: _For Sale_; and
Julien began thus:
"Monsieur my uncle, Madame d'Estrelle read your letter and summoned me
to her presence so that I might bring you her verbal response."
"Verbal?"
"Yes, word for word."
"Let us hear it!"
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