Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Monks -- Fiction; Portugal -- History -- 1826-1853 -- Fiction; Wine and wine making -- Fiction
"Not long. My son was with him when he died. The reverend Bishop
was there too. On his last day our padre told them all that he was
glad to be done with his pains and troubles; but he said he would
cheerfully bear them longer, if it was God's will, so that he might
change his life and begin to do a little good."
"But surely he had done good already!" exclaimed Antonio.
"Senhor," said the fisherman, almost resentfully, "we didn't know it
till he was gone, because his ways were rough: but he was a saint
walking the earth. Good? Had he done good? I dare say he had done
more good than your Worship."
As Antonio continued his ride south he fell to thinking. In England
he had once sat at dinner next to a whiskered curate, who was hot
with anger against a proposal by one of the new-fangled High
Churchmen to call a chapel-of-ease Saint Alban's. As far as Antonio
could ascertain the Church of England recognized no saints after the
apostolic age, and certainly none after the fourth century. Yet
Antonio himself could name at least three Christians who had died
saints' deaths, and at least one who had lived a saint's life.
Strangely enough it was on the same day, only a few hours after his
pious reverie about sainthood, that Antonio succumbed for a season to
the wiles of the devil. At midday the autumn sun was strong and he
entered a roadside shanty for a pull of wine. Two or three peasants
who were drinking made way for him respectfully; and Antonio's
patriotic pride was stirred by the contrast between their quiet
dignity and the vulgar shouting so common in the estaminets of
France. The wine was bright and sharp, the floor was clean, and the
little wooden hut was pleasantly dim and cool. But suddenly Antonio
caught sight of himself in a cheap mirror, in a tawdry gilt frame,
which hung behind the counter. The glass was so bad that it
distorted the handsomest faces into lopsided masks.
In an instant Antonio was transported back to England and to the
great dining-room of the earl with its lordly sideboard and beveled
mirror. He did not remember his unworldly ecstasy of that night: he
saw only the beeswax candles, the snowy linen, the bubble-thin
glasses, the crimson roses, the creaming wine, the scarlet footmen,
and the white-armed young beauty in her proud diamonds and soft
pearls. That--all that--was the flattering, delicious life on which
he had turned his back in order that he might live and die in a
wilderness, toiling early and late on stock-fish and chick-peas and
dark bread and peasant's wine.
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