One consolation he had however, ... he could write. Not a day passed
without his finding some new inspiration ... some fresh, quaint, and
lovely thought, that flowed of itself into most perfect and rhythmical
utterance,--glorious lines of verse glowing with fervor and beauty
seemed to fall from his pencil without any effort on his part,--and if
he had had reason in former times to doubt the strength of his poetical
faculty, it was now very certain he could do so longer. His mind was as
a fine harp newly strung, attuned, and quivering with the consciousness
of the music pent-up within it,--and as he remembered the masterpiece
of poesy he had written in his seeming trance, the manuscript of which
would soon be in the hands of the London publishers, his heart swelled
with a growing and irrepressible sense of pride. For he knew and
felt--with an undefinable yet positive certainty--that however much the
public or the critics might gainsay him, his fame as a poet of the very
highest order would ere long be asserted and assured. A deep
tranquillity was in his soul ... a tranquillity that seemed to increase
the further he went onward,--the restless weariness that had once
possessed him was past, and a vaguely sweet content pervade his being
like the odor of early roses pervading warm air ... he felt, he hoped,
he loved! ... and yet his feelings, hopes, and longings turned to
something altogether undeclared and indefinite, as softly dim and
distant as the first faint white cloud-signal wafted from the moon in
heaven, when, on the point of rising, she makes her queenly purpose
known to her waiting star-attendants.
Practically considered, his journey was tedious and for the most part
dull and uninteresting. In these Satan-like days of "going to and fro
in the earth and walking up and down in it" travelling has lost much of
its old romantic charm, . . the idea of traversing long distances no
more fills the expectant adventurer with a pleasurable sense of
uncertainty and mystery--he knows exactly what to anticipate.. it is
all laid out for him plainly on the level lines of the commonplace, and
nothing is left to his imagination. The Continent of Europe has been
ransacked from end to end by tourists who have turned it into a sort of
exhausted pleasure-garden, whereof the various entertainments are too
familiarly known to arouse any fresh curiosity,--the East is nearly in
the same condition,--hordes of British and American sight-seers scamper
over the empire-strewn soil of Persia and Syria with the unconcerned
indifference of beings to whom not only a portion of the world's
territory, but the whole world itself, belongs,--and soon there will
not be an inch of ground left on the narrow extent of our poor planet
that has not been trodden by the hasty, scrambling, irreverent
footsteps of some one or other of the ever-prolific, all-spreading
English-speaking race.
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