Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
“Every age has its cares. God knows I have mine. Dear Ianthe is
quite well. She is fourteen months old and has six teeth. What I
should have done without this dear babe and my sister I know
not. This world is a scene of heavy trials to us all. I little
expected ever to go thro’ what I have. But time heals the
deepest wounds, and for the sake of that sweet infant I hope to
live many years. Write to me often. . . . Tell me how you are in
health. Do not despond, though I see nothing to hope for when
all that was virtuous becomes vicious and depraved. So it
is—nothing is certain in this world. I suppose there is
another, where those that have suffered keenly here will be
happy. Tell me what you think of this. My sister is with me. I
wish you knew her as well as I do. She is worthy of your love.
Adieu, dear friend, may you still be happy is the first wish of
your ever-faithful friend,
“H. SHELLEY.
“Ianthe is well and very engaging.”
Sometimes she was full of hope. Her friends told her that love affairs
of this sort were short-lived and that her husband would come back to
her. Then she felt gay and wrote Shelley friendly letters. She was sure
that it was Mary who had made all the mischief: that she had seduced
Percy by telling him extravagant tales: that in reality he was good,
that he would never desert her and his two children.
At other times she had fits of depression and rage. Then she did all she
knew to make the life of the hated couple more difficult still. She ran
into debt, and sent the creditors to Shelley. She declared that he was
living in promiscuity with two of Godwin’s daughters. She found out
Godwin’s creditors in order to urge them to be pitiless, and Mary, who
had never seen her, would say with a sigh: “That frightful woman!”
One day in November, Harriet was in a state of discomfort and pain, and
imagined herself very ill. Her first thought at such moments was always
to call her husband. She sent for Shelley during the night and he came
at once. Without again becoming the lover, he would have liked to remain
her most devoted friend. But, not understanding the shade of difference,
the moment he showed attention, she grew fond. Then he checked her with
gentle firmness.
At the end of November, she gave birth to a boy, an eight-months’ child.
It brought about no reconciliation. Shelley doubted if the child was
his.
With Mary, in spite of their misfortunes, he was deliciously happy. They
shared the same tastes, and both looked upon Life as an opportunity for
learning prolonged into old age. They read the same books and often
aloud. She went with him in his visits to his lawyers, or the sheriff’s
officers. When he amused himself by the Serpentine, just as he used to
do at Oxford, in launching a paper flotilla, Mary, sitting beside him,
fashioned the boats with tireless fingers.
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