She was amazed not to see it at once. Yet she turned about with
confidence only a little dimmed to survey, in order, the four walls,
concrete. But the four walls of Grandam’s room might have been the four
walls of a nun’s cell, they were so bare of decoration, washed with
their dove gray. There was only one small picture in an ebony frame
which hung at the side of the window where the daybed stood. It was a
drawing, in pencil, of a man’s hands, palms meeting, raised in prayer or
adoration. They were arresting hands, beautiful in austerity, the hands
of a great saint—or an archangel. They were life size, and so vivid in
their presentation that one might think, by looking more keenly, to see
the arms and shoulders—the very head itself—of the saint or archangel
outlined against the dove-gray wall.
One piece of wall was obscured by a screen, silver silk stretched on an
ebony frame and embroidered with the same faint flowers as framed the
mirror. Ariel crossed to it and found that it had concealed a door which
was standing open. She went through it and found herself in a dressing
room: Grandam’s, of course, because of the scent and feeling of
violets,—and so _still_. This was a very small, oblong room, the size of
a big closet. A long, low dressing table surmounted by a mirror extended
the length of one wall, and a window filled the other. On the table’s
top crystal-stopped bottles stood in rows. Ivory and jade and silver
boxes clustered everywhere. And bright liquids glowed in vials. The
dressing chair was ivory-colored like the daybed and the bench in the
first room. Over its low back lay, spread out, a swansdown robe with
very wide sleeves. It seemed to stir and come alive in violet scent as
Ariel bent above it.
And out at the far corner of the table lay a silver crown. No, it was a
wig! A replica of Grandam’s curled, short hair. So that too had been a
wig. But Ariel was not repelled. Quite the contrary. She shivered with a
kind of understanding, a delight. It had come to her that this was
Grandam’s materialization room. Or no, it was no room; it was too small
and narrow to be anything but a passageway. It was the passageway
through which Grandam retained her access to the world of time and
space. It was here, sitting in this chair, looking into this mirror,
that she made herself up to become visible, palpable to everyday touch
and sight.
Ariel herself slipped into the chair. Elbows on the table, chin in her
hands, she looked at herself as she appeared in this passageway. And she
saw, for the first time, the Ariel her father had always seen. Green
eyes. Pointed chin. Silver skin. Thin cheeks, beautifully fine in their
drawing. Her heart was beating. Thud—thud—thud.... She turned hurriedly
away from the mirror and the first realization of her peculiar beauty.
It had almost frightened her.
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