Children's stories; Christian life -- Juvenile fiction; Christmas -- Juvenile fiction
Then he humbly suggested that he might save our fingers at the expense
of his own, and he cut holly into suitable sprigs, fetched and carried
and nailed devices and twisted wreaths until even Mary was fain to
praise his willingness, if not his skill.
This was at High Lea, the church work having been done by other hands,
and more of them, mostly before we came. While the house decoration was
in progress, Mr. Marsden made frequent sly allusions to "green stuff,"
and brought in many of the expressions Mrs. Jennings was accustomed to
use in our hearing at the farm.
Mary innocently attacked her cousin on this subject, and said she
wondered where he had picked up such odd expressions, whereupon he
demurely suggested that she should ask her favourite referee, Miss
Anstey.
"As if she would know!" replied Mary, contemptuously; and Lawrence
rejoined, "Miss Anstey is such an encyclopaedia of knowledge according
to you, Mary, that I quite thought she knew everything."
Whilst the decorations were in progress, Mrs. Marsden saw how much we
three young people were together, yet neither interfered nor frowned
upon us. On the contrary, there was that humorous expression to be seen
on her face at intervals, and I caught her exchanging looks of a highly
significant character with her son.
Sometimes I fancied these looks had reference to myself, and then
I felt my face grow hot, and wondered if the mother and son could
possibly be amusing themselves at my expense. I was angry at the
thought almost as soon as it was conceived, and ashamed that it could
have been allowed to enter my mind. Before Christmas Day came, however,
I felt almost ready to run away a second time from Mr. Marsden. It was
so hard to be constantly in this man's company, knowing as I did from
his own lips how he once cared for me. And, alas! Knowing that each day
he was taking more complete possession of my thoughts and affections.
How was this state of things to end? Would he now be just the pleasant
friend of another brief holiday, and then go his way and let me go
mine, wherever this might lead?
I think I would rather have died than let any human friend look into my
heart then, and I kept up bravely whilst in company with others, though
no more miserable coward than myself ever moistened a pillow with
nightly tears, or dreaded the coming trial of a new day when alone.
On Christmas morning I felt better than I had hoped to do. Every one
was so kind. I had prepared some little gift for each of the family,
the guests, and servants. They were simple matters, the work of my own
hands; and I was truly thankful that no person in that home of wealth
humiliated me by the bestowal of anything costly. A little purse, a
letter-rack, a paperknife, and an ink-stand were given me by the three
Baxendells and Lawrence Marsden.
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