GLENN knew now that he had been mistaken. The heart he had tended drew
all its life still from him. His knowledge of men and women was great.
He could not deceive himself. Nature demanded a climax. He must advance
or retreat. He realized that he was coming to love her too well--in a
sweeter, nearer way. They were to each other now more of a necessity
than an inspirational force. He must go away--it was best: for their
art, for their peace of mind. It was some time before he could tell
her this. He could no longer trust himself to be tender with her. He
dared not risk himself; he was not equal to it. It seemed to him their
companionship was never so beautiful as now when he was about to break
it. He was testing his strength and asking his own soul if it were fit
for the work and the awful sacrifice. It was during a short interview
that he found courage to tell her how his doctor had advised a change
of scene and air. A sea voyage, with perhaps a year abroad; possibly
Egypt--personally he hardly expected to get beyond the old yellow city
of his youthful escapades--Paris, where the aromatic breath of absinthe
had tinged the air. There would be no strain then. She knew what it
meant. She knew it was not for his health alone that he was putting the
sea between them.
“It may be just what you need to strengthen you. In travel I fancy you
will find oceans of material for penwork and gulfs of inspiration. And
in Paris, that you have learned to love, you might know real life and
real joy.” The words cost her an effort, but they were bravely said.
Richmond Briarley sat in his office alone that night. He had just
opened his safe and from a package of legal documents drawn a paper
which he unfolded and read, a note secured by mortgage, now past due.
At the bottom it was signed by the husband and wife. “Albert Winston
and Mildred Hughes Winston.” His lips clamped, the circular wrinkles
deepened round his mouth. When he first knew Mildred Hughes he was very
young and poorer than he was young. He had gone away and left her to
this man, who was well launched, expecting her to escape the hardships
of the poor. In time he would forget her. He remembered how he had told
her so and left her--that day was more to him than all the rest of his
life. It was full of her. “Forgetfulness!” He had never learned the
meaning of the word. With one swift survey of the room, he slowly tore
off the woman’s signature--this was the last remnant of a life that had
been lived. As someone opened the door his dream faded with the sound.
The next minute Glenn Andrews had come in, and was standing behind him.
He rose abruptly, closed the safe door, and hid the small paper in his
hand. “Hello, Andrews.” He held himself down to a semblance of calm.
“I thought it was about time that you blew in. What are you doing with
that grip?”
“Taking it up to pack it,” he said, as he took out cigars for both.
“Indeed! Are you really off? Are you romancing?”
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