One day, returning late from a long walk, Glenn passed a peasant
mother, poorly clothed, seated in her doorway; her child was sitting by
with its hands about its knees. She kept pointing to the path that led
to the mill. She was evidently looking for some one. Soon a man came in
sight. A glow lit in the sombre eyes of the mother, and a smile leaped
from her haggard face to the weary man, who suddenly straightened his
drooping shoulders. There was something besides pain and work in the
world, and they had found it. He took the child in his arms, tossing it
up and letting it fall back again--this human miniature of their love
and youth. Many a day, Glenn strolled at evening to see their meeting
when the father came home from the mill. It rested him. He became
absorbed in his work, reading the proof of the third book that was to
add something to, or take from, the name of the lyrical poet.
It was not long until he heard of Esther’s illness. It gave him a stab
of remorse and distressed him sorely. Had he, who had nurtured her soul
so carefully, injured it more deeply than the careless world? He who
had enthralled her childhood, steadfastly guided her girlhood--in whose
woman’s destiny he had played so fatal a part. Here the pathos and the
irony were strangely interwoven. Would it have been better had she
never known the broader, fuller world? Had she now been living away her
life contentedly in the dark? These questions came between him and his
work. As he gazed dreamily out, the leaves were swaying carelessly. A
vision of the dependent, lovely girl overwhelmed him. In the wind he
seemed to hear Esther’s voice--all the youth and laughter gone out of
it. It was not like that day when he held her face between his hands
and gave her the kiss of love. He sighed for the virginal softness of
her tremulous lips. The wind went wandering along the wood’s green
edge, like a miserable thing, offering no consolation. From his
meditation came like an accusing ghost the realization that there is
but one true aim in life--to seek and find the soul’s complement. He had
sought. He had found, but he had sacrificed. The spiritual need of his
soul had been set aside. For what? An agony of yearning welled up in
his heart--a yearning for the sense of her sweet presence which thrilled
him with a joy of pain. The best of love they had missed--the supreme
surrender.
CHAPTER VI.
ESTHER’S health was returning, and with it her strength. Her pride
and her spirit, both, were fired. There was one thing left to her in
her grief--concealment. She bound this thought to her heart, and held
it close--so close. She was a soldier’s daughter, and came of a stock
whose fortitude in defeat had been even more splendid than their valor
in war. To her the secret of love had been harshly told, but she would
hear it with courage. In the swiftest current of destiny, she would
show her womanly strength.
CHAPTER VII.
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