Parent and child -- Fiction; Sardinia (Italy) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Unmarried mothers -- Fiction
The poet read his verses with breaking heart, for instead of the
symbolic maiden he saw a captain of Carabinieri with a long moustache.
He folded the sheet, enclosed it in an envelope, but remained long
undecided whether or no it should be sealed. What would Margherita think
of it? Would she receive a sonnet from him? Yes; because when the
postman rapped out his three terrible knocks, which seemed a knocking of
the iron hand of destiny. Margherita would herself run to take in the
letters. That is if she were at home at the time of the postman's
coming. She would be there at midday certainly. Therefore it was
necessary to post the poetic epistle early.
Feverish agitation preyed upon the student. He could neither hear nor
see. He sealed the envelope, left the house, and roamed the dark,
deserted streets like a somnambulist. What o'clock was it? He did not
know. Cocks were still crowing behind the walls. The damp air smelt of
straw. A poor woman who baked barley bread in the poorer houses, came
and went on her fatiguing business. The steps of two tall black
Carabinieri resounded on the pavement. There was no one else.
Though it was still dark, Anania feared he might be seen. He slunk along
the wall, and the moment he had posted the letter he took to his heels.
He saw the Carabinieri again at the end of the street, changed his
direction and made his way home almost without noticing it. But he could
not go in. He was choking. He wanted air, he wanted immensity, and again
he ran, his hat in his hand, his feet hurrying towards the high road.
But when he had reached it he was still unrelieved. The horizon was
clouded, the great valley dark. He went on and up. Only when he was at
the foot of Orthobene could he breathe, expanding his nostrils like a
colt escaped from the halter. He would have liked to shout aloud for
excitement and joy.
It was getting light. Thin azure veils covered the great damp valley.
The last stars had vanished. Involuntarily Anania repeated the line--
"_Care stelle dell'Orsa, io non credea_--"
("Dear stars of the Bear, I believed not--")
and tried to forget what he had done, though the thought of it was
causing him acute spasms of happiness.
He began the ascent of Orthobene, plucking the leaves, the tufts of
grass, throwing stones and laughing aloud. He seemed mad. The turf smelt
sweet. The heaven was the colour of cyclamen behind the immense purple
rocks of Monte Albo. Anania stood upon a rock looking at the huge
cloister of the far mountains, upon which streamed the delicate
reflection of the sunrise. Suddenly he became pensive.
Good-bye! To-morrow he would be away beyond the mountains, and
Margherita would think in vain of the forgotten buttercup who loved her
and who was himself.
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