London (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Women artists -- Fiction
Thus the breach between them was quite covered over and their relations
strengthened by a newer impression of mutual dependence, a more active
sense of comradeship. They laughed frankly at the Great
Conventionalities, and went about together to theatres, concerts,
picture-shows. Kent accompanied her to Mrs. Farquharson's Sunday
evenings, where he found a ready welcome from the artistic and literary
circle, to whom his father had been well known. Mrs. Farquharson called
them “Orestia and Pylades,” by this time recognising their
companionship as a social fact. They always went back together,
generally for a great part of the way on foot when the weather grew warm
and the nights were dry and clear. On the weekday evenings, when Clytie
was at home, Kent would bring down his work and his reference-books to
Clytie's room, and write there, while she drew or read or busied herself
with odds and ends of needlework. It had all the outward seeming of
friendship--nothing more. For hours they would sit together without
exchanging a word--a real test. But Clytie grew interested in the
progress of Kent's work, gradually obtained a clear idea of its scope
and proportion, and could speak intimately to him concerning it,
although its matter was as incomprehensible to her as to any other
non-specialist. It gave the girl, too, a sense of rest and strength to
see him sitting there, patiently, serenely working. She began to have
doubts as to the completeness of her own scheme of life, its worthiness,
satisfaction. Hitherto the sense of independence, freedom, accumulating
knowledge of that whose foreshadowings had filled her girlish heart with
unrest, had almost satisfied her. Now she began to look beyond. With her
young being as yet untouched by passion, she did not realise the fulness
that love must bring into life. She vaguely speculated upon it, faint,
elusive gleams of perception passing rapidly through her into the
darkness, but that was all. The secret of life, she thought, could only
be wrested from the tangle of the labyrinth by single-minded endeavour,
sacrifice, devotion. Was not Kent right when he accused her of making
her art a stepping-stone instead of an end?
Kent, manlike, and honester, too, than most men, was unconscious of this
self-abasement. Since the day of that fierce struggle with herself which
had resulted in her sending him the missive of submission he had vaguely
felt that she was dependent on him for many things; but he had helped
her in his frank, unquestioning way, feeling pleased, warmed by the
flame of a newly kindled spark of vanity. He preached to her his simple
doctrine.
“Work while work pleases you. Love it for its own sake. Set a great
end before you; but the attaining it is the delight, not the ultimate
attainment. If you think of nothing but the end, the reaching it is all
feverish unrest and toil.”
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