Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhymeChild, Lydia Maria
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Autumnal leaves: tales and sketches in prose and rhyme
Child, Lydia Maria
American essays -- 19th century; American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
When she read this letter, it seemed to her as if she were in a
delightful dream. Was it indeed possible that the love of an
intelligent, cultivated soul was offered to her, the poor unfriended
one? How marvellous it seemed, that when she was least expecting such a
blossom from Paradise, a stranger came and laid it in the open book upon
her desk, in that little school-house, where she had toiled with patient
humility through so many weary hours! She kissed the dear letter again
and again; she kissed the initials he had written in the book before he
had seen her. She knelt down, and, weeping, thanked God that the great
hunger of her heart for a happy home was now to be satisfied. But when
she re-read the letter in calmer mood, the uprightness of her nature
made her shrink from the proffered bliss. He said he was ambitious.
Would he not repent marrying a poor girl, without beauty, and without
social influence of any kind? Might he not find her soul far less lovely
than he deemed it? Under the influence of these fears, she answered him:
“How happy your precious letter made me, I dare not say. My heart is
like a garden when the morning sun shines on it, after a long, cold
storm. Ever since the day we gathered mosses in the wood, you have
seemed so like the fairest dreams of my life, that I could not help
loving you, though I had no hope of being beloved in return. Even now, I
fear that you are acting under a temporary delusion, and that hereafter
you may repent your choice. Wait long, and observe my faults. I will try
not to conceal any of them from you. Seek the society of other women.
You will find so many superior to me, in all respects! Do not fear to
give me pain by any change in your feelings. I love you with that
disinterested love, which would rejoice in your best happiness, though
it should lead you away from me.”
This letter did not lower his estimate of the beauty of her soul. He
complied with her request to cultivate the acquaintance of other women.
He saw many more beautiful, more graceful, more accomplished, and of
higher intellectual cultivation; but none of them seemed so charmingly
simple and true, as Alice White. “Do not talk to me any more about a
change in my feelings,” he said, “I like your principles, I like your
disposition, I like your thoughts, I like your ways; and I always
_shall_ like them.” Thus assured, Alice joyfully dismissed her fears,
and became his wife.
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