So in a few minutes, what with Miss Woollacott saying 'There, there,
dear, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings,' and smoothing Minna's hair
tenderly with her skinny old fingers (worn to the bone in the hard
struggle), and muttering to herself audibly, 'I hadn't the least idea
that _that_ was what was really the matter,'--Minna was soon restored
to equanimity for the present at least, and Miss Woollacott, forgetting
even to read prayers in her discomposure ['Which it's the only time,
mum,' said Anne the slavey to the landlady, 'as ever I know'd the ole
cat to miss them since fust she come here') went on with the breakfast,
beaten all along the line, and trying to pass off 'this unpleasantness'
by pretending to talk as unconcernedly as possible about every
distracted idea that happened to come uppermost in her poor old
scantily-furnished and disconnected cranium. But when breakfast was
over, and Minna had positively kissed Miss Woollacott (an unheard-of
liberty), and begged her not to trouble herself any more about the
matter, for she wasn't really offended, and didn't in the least mind
about it she went off upstairs to her own room alone, and sat down, and
had a good cry all by herself with Colin's letters, and sent down word
by Anne the slavey, that if Miss Woollacott would kindly excuse her she
didn't feel equal to going to church that morning. 'And the ole cat,
she acshally up and says, you'd hardly believe it, mum, says she, “Well,
Anne, an' if Miss Wroe doesn't feel equal to it,” says she, “I think as
how she'd better lie down a bit and rest herself, poor thing,” says she:
and when she said it, mum, you could 'a knocked me down with a feather,
a'most, I was that took aback at the ole cat's acshally goin' and
sayin' it. Which I do reely think she must be goin' to be took ill or
somethin', or else what for should she go an' answer one back so kind
and chrischun-like, mum, if she didn't feel her end was a comin'?'
And old Miss Woollacott, putting on her thin-worn thread gloves for
Church upon her thin-worn skinny fingers, felt softened and saddened,
and remembered with a sigh that though she had never positively had a
lover herself--not a declared one, that is to say--for who knows how
many hearts she may have broken in silence?--she was once young herself,
and fancied she might some day have one of her own, just as well as her
sister Susan, who married the collector of water-rates; and if so, she
was dimly conscious in her own poor old shrivelled feminine heart,
much battered though it was in its hard struggle for life till it
had somewhat hardened itself on the strictest Darwinian principles in
adaptation to the environment, that she too under the same circumstances
would have acted very much as Minna Wroe did.
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