There had been no love-making on Oliver's part--no, indeed!--but the
very phrase has acquired a vulgar significance. The girl thought she
knew every way of love, and she shrank from being "made love to."
Captain Laxton's eager desire to anticipate her every trifling wish, his
awkward and most unprovoked compliments, the haunting of her when she
would so much rather have been alone--ah! no, Oliver could never behave
like that, in so absurd, so undignified a manner, to any woman. If
Captain Laxton was a typical lover, then Lucy Kemp felt sure that
Boringdon was incapable of being, in that sense, in love, and she
thought all the better of him for it.
Nay, more,--the belief that Oliver was in this so different from other,
more commonplace, men, brought infinite comfort. Lucy, compelled to
admit that he had at no time shown any wish to make love to her, brought
herself to think it possible that Boringdon was in very truth incapable
of that peculiar jealous passionate feeling of which the girl now knew
herself to be as much possessed as was Captain Laxton himself--that
strange state of feeling so constantly described in those novels which
she and her mother read, and of which her soldier lover, when in her
company, seemed the living embodiment.
During the past ten days, Lucy had only twice seen Oliver, and this in
village life must mean deliberate avoidance. So feeling, pride, and
instinctive modesty, had kept her away from the Cottage, and Mrs.
Boringdon--this was surely strange--had made no effort to see her. Once,
in a by-way of Chancton, Lucy had met Oliver face to face,--he had
stopped her, inquired eagerly concerning Mrs. Kemp, and seemed inclined,
more than she had done at the moment, to talk in the old way, to
linger--then with an odd, almost rude abruptness, he had turned and left
her, and tears, of which she had been bitterly, agonisingly ashamed, had
rushed into poor Lucy's brown eyes.
Their other meeting--one which was infinitely pleasanter to look back
upon--had been at the Grange. Boringdon had come with a note from his
mother to Mrs. Kemp; Lucy had taken it from him at the door, and unasked
he had followed the girl through the hall out into the old-fashioned
garden. There, after a word said by her as to the surprising result of
an important by-election,--since she had known him Lucy had become very
much of a politician,--Oliver had suddenly taken from his pocket a
letter which concerned him nearly, and acting as if on an irresistible
impulse, he had begged her to read it.
The letter was from a man who had been one of his principal constituents
and supporters during his brief period of Parliamentary glory, and
contained private information concerning the probable resignation of the
member who had been Boringdon's successful rival at the last
election--it of course amounted to an invitation to stand again.
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