And Boringdon? Boringdon also was far from happy and satisfied during
those days which had followed on his talk with his mother. The result of
the conversation had been to make him deliberately avoid Lucy Kemp. But
at once he had become aware that he missed the girl--missed, above all,
the power of turning to her for sympathy, and even to a certain extent
for counsel, more than he would have thought possible. He felt suddenly
awakened to a danger he would rather not have seen,--why, oh! why, had
not his mother left well alone? The state of things which had existed
all that summer had exactly suited him. Looking back, Oliver felt sure
that Lucy had not misunderstood the measure of affection and liking
which he was willing, nay, eager, to bestow on her.
As the days went by, the young man wondered uneasily why his mother had
suddenly left off asking the girl to lunch and to tea, as she had done,
at one time, almost daily. He knew that Mrs. Boringdon rarely acted
without a definite motive. Often her eyes would rest on his moody face
with a questioning look. He longed to know why Lucy never came to the
Cottage, but he was unwilling to give his mother the satisfaction of
hearing him make such an inquiry. Then he reminded himself that, after
all, Mrs. Kemp was really ill: the whole village watched with interest
the daily visit to the Grange of the Halnakeham doctor. Perhaps Lucy
found it difficult to leave home just now.
Even concerning his village worries--those connected with his work as
land-agent to the Chancton estate--Boringdon had got into the way of
turning to Lucy Kemp for comfort, and so he felt cut off from the only
person to whom he could talk freely. Then had come that short meeting in
the lane, and something timid, embarrassed in Lucy's manner had suddenly
made him afraid, had put him on his guard--but afterwards he had been
bitterly ashamed of the way in which he had behaved in leaving her so
abruptly.
His heart grew very tender to her, and, had he not known that his mother
was watching him, he would almost certainly have "made it up"--have
given way--and nature would have done the rest. But Oliver was aware
that any sign of weakness on his part would be a triumph for Mrs.
Boringdon--a proof that she had known how to shepherd him into a
suitable engagement with a well-dowered girl: and so he had held out,
knowing secretly that it only rested with him to restore his old
relation with Lucy to its former footing.
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