Country life -- Fiction; Pastoral fiction; Piedmont (U.S. : Region) -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"We'll start cuttin' the first thing in the mornin'," said Miss Seena,
gloating over the nun's veiling. "Jest try the hat on, Dorinda, before
you go. I declar her own Ma wouldn't know her," she exclaimed, with the
pride of creation. "Nobody would ever have dreamed she was so
good-lookin', would they, Rose Emily? Ain't it jest wonderful what
clothes can do?"
With that "wonderful" tingling in her blood, Dorinda threw the orange
shawl over her head, and hastened out of the house. She felt as if the
blue waves were bearing her up and sweeping her onward. In all her life
it was the only thing she had ever had that she wanted. Yesterday there
had been nothing, and to-day the world was so rich and full of beauty
that she was dizzy with happiness. It was like a first draught of wine;
it enraptured while it bewildered.
"I was a little late, and I was afraid you would have gone," Jason said.
What did he mean by that, she asked herself. Ought she not to have
waited? She had no experience, no training, to guide her. Nothing but
this blind instinct, and how could she tell whether instinct was right
or wrong?
"Something kept me. I couldn't get away earlier," she answered. "Have
you worked all day?"
"Yes, but it isn't steady work. For hours at a time the store is empty.
Then they all come together. Of course we have to tidy up in the off
hours," she added, "and when there's nothing else to do I read aloud to
Rose Emily."
"Are you content? You look happy."
He was gazing straight ahead of him, and it seemed to her that he was as
impersonal as the Shorter Catechism. She suffered under it, yet she was
powerless, in her innocence, to change it.
"I don't know. There isn't any use thinking." Were there always these
fluctuations of hope and disappointment? Did nothing last? Was there no
stability in experience?
"Well, I got caught too," he said presently, as if he had not heard her.
"That's the rotten part of a doctor's life, everything and everybody
catches him. Good Lord! Is there never any end to it? I'd give my head
to get away. I'm not made for the country. It depresses me and lets me
down too easily. I suppose I'm born lazy at bottom, and I need the
contact with other minds to prod me into energy. This is the critical
time too. If I can't get away, I'm doomed for good. Yet what can I do?
I'm tied hand and foot as long as Father is alive."
"Couldn't you sell the farm?" Her voice sounded thin and colourless in
her ears.
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