“And do you know what _he_ 'd say to all that?”
“No.”
“Well, I'll tell you. He'd say 'Bother!' Just 'bother.'”
“What do you mean by 'bother'?”
“That what you were saying was all nonsense. That you did n't know, nor
you never could know, the struggles of a man like himself, just to make
the two ends meet; not to be rich, mind you, or lay by money, or have
shares in this, or stocks in that, but just to live, and no more.”
“Well, I'd say, 'Give him a few hundred pounds, and start him.'”
“Why don't you say a few thousands? It would sound grander, and be just
as likely. Can't you see that everybody hasn't a Lieutenant-General for
a father? and that what you 'd give for a horse--that would, maybe,
be staked to-morrow--would perhaps be a fortune for a fellow like me?
What's that I hear coming up the river? That's the doctor, I 'm sure.
I 'll be off till he's gone.” And without waiting to hear a word, he
sprang from his chair and disappeared in the wood.
Dr. Dill only waited a few seconds to compose his features, somewhat
excited by what he had overheard; and then coughing loudly, to announce
his approach, moved gravely along the gravel path.
“And how is my respected patient?” asked he, blandly. “Is the
inflammation subsiding, and are our pains diminished?”
“My ankle is easier, if you mean that,” said Conyers, bluntly.
“Yes, much easier,--much easier,” said the doctor, examining the limb;
“and our cellular tissue has less effusion, the sheaths of the tendons
freer, and we are generally better. I perceive you have had the leeches
applied. Did Tom--my son--give you satisfaction? Was he as attentive and
as careful as you wished?”
“Yes, I liked him. I wish he 'd come up every day while I remain. Is
there any objection to that arrangement?”
“None, dear sir,--none. His time is fully at your service; he ought to
be working hard. It is true he should be reading eight or ten hours a
day, for his examination; but it is hard to persuade him to it. Young
men will be young men!”
“I hope so, with all my heart. At least, I, for one, don't want to be
an old one. Will you do me a favor, doctor? and will you forgive me if
I don't know how to ask it with all becoming delicacy? I'd like to give
Tom a helping hand. He's a good fellow,--I 'm certain he is. Will you
let me send him out to India, to my father? He has lots of places to
give away, and he 'd be sure to find something to suit him. You have
heard of General Conyers, perhaps, the political resident at Delhi?
That's my governor.” In the hurry and rapidity with which he spoke, it
was easy to see how he struggled with a sense of shame and confusion.
Dr. Dill was profuse of acknowledgments; he was even moved as he
expressed his gratitude. “It was true,” he remarked, “that his life had
been signalled by these sort of graceful services, or rather offers of
services; for we are proud if we are poor, sir. 'Dill aut nil' is the
legend of our crest, which means that we are ourselves or nothing.”
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