He was broken in body and in soul. Animals are more unrestrained
and primitive, less subject to inhibitions of all kinds, and
therefore in a certain sense more human in the physical expression
of their moods than we. Forms and figures of speech which survive
among us only in a kind of mental or moral translation, or as
metaphors, are still true and valid when applied to them. They live
up to the expression in the fullest, freshest sense of the term—and
in this there is something wonderfully enlivening to the eye.
Bashan, as one would say, “let his head hang,” or “had a hang-dog
look.” He did actually hang his head—hung it low like some wrack
of a wornout cab-horse which, with abscesses on its legs and
periodical shivers undulant along its sides, stands at its post
with a hundredweight of woe pulling its poor nose, swarming with
flies, towards the pavement.
These two weeks, at the veterinary high school, as I have already
said, had reduced him to the very condition in which I had first
found him in the foot-hills. Perhaps I ought to say that he was
only the shadow of himself—if this would not be an insult to the
proud and joyous Bashan. The smell of the dog-hospital which he
had brought with him, vanished in the wash trays, after several
ablutions with soap and hot water—vanished—all save a few floating
and rebellious whiffs. A bath may be said to exercise a spiritual
influence, may be said to possess a symbolic significance to us
human beings—but no one would dare to say that the physical
cleansing of poor Bashan, meant the restoration of his customary
spirits. I took him to the hunting-grounds on the very first day
of his home-coming. But he went slinking at my heels with silly
look and lolling tongue, and the pheasants were jubilant over a
close season. At home he would remain lying for days as I had last
seen him stretched out in his cage at the hospital, and staring
with glassy eyes, inwardly limp and without a trace of his wholesome
impatience, without making a single attempt to force me to go forth
for a walk. On the contrary I was forced to fetch him from his
berth at the tiny door of his kennel and to spur him on and up.
Even the wild and indiscriminate way in which he wolfed his food,
reminded me of his sordid youth.
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