“It might come about,” he answered; “your heart might soften towards
me. Oh, say yes to this. It is a small request, it costs you nothing,
and it gives me hope, without which I cannot live. Say that I may ask
you once more, and that then if you love me you will marry me.”
Beatrice thought for a moment. Such a promise could do her no harm, and
in the course of six months or a year he might get used to the idea of
living without her. Also it would prevent a scene. It was weak of her,
but she dreaded the idea of her having refused Owen Davies coming to
her father’s ears.
“If you wish it, Mr. Davies,” she said, “so be it. Only I ask you to
understand this, I am in no way tied to you. I give you no hope that my
answer, should you renew this offer a year hence or at any other time,
will differ from that I give you to-day. I do not think there is the
slightest probability of such a thing. Also, it must be understood that
you are not to speak to my father about this matter, or to trouble me
in any way. Do you consent?”
“Yes,” he answered, “I consent. You have me at your mercy.”
“Very well. And now, Mr. Davies, good-bye. No, do not walk back with
me. I had rather go by myself. But I want to say this: I am very sorry
for what has happened. I have not wished it to happen. I have never
encouraged it, and my hands are clean of it. But I am sorry, sorry
beyond measure, and I repeat what I said before—seek out some other
woman and marry her.”
“That is the cruellest thing of all the cruel things which you have
said,” he answered.
“I did not mean it to be cruel, Mr. Davies, but I suppose that the
truth often is. And now good-bye,” and Beatrice stretched out her hand.
He touched it, and she turned and went. But Owen did not go. He sat
upon the rock, his head bowed in misery. He had staked all his hopes
upon this woman. She was the one desirable thing to him, the one star
in his somewhat leaden sky, and now that star was eclipsed. Her words
were unequivocal, they gave but little hope. Beatrice was scarcely a
woman to turn round in six months or a year. On the contrary, there was
a fixity about her which frightened him. What could be the cause of it?
How came it that she should be so ready to reject him, and all he had
to offer her? After all, she was a girl in a small position. She could
not be looking forward to a better match. Nor would the prospect move
her one way or another. There must be a reason for it. Perhaps he had a
rival, surely that must be the cause. Some enemy had done this thing.
But who?
At this moment a woman’s shadow fell athwart him.
“Oh, have you come back?” he cried, springing to his feet.
“If you mean Beatrice,” answered a voice—it was Elizabeth’s—“she went
down to the beach ten minutes ago. I happened to be on the cliff, and I
saw her.”
“Oh, I beg your pardon, Miss Granger,” he said faintly. “I did not see
who it was.”
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