Renee's eyes grew wide; she tried to frown, and her brows merely
twitched; to speak, and she was inarticulate. His madness, miraculous
penetration, and the super-masculine charity in him, unknown to the world
of young men in their treatment of women, excited, awed, and melted her.
He had seen the whole truth of her relations with M. d'Henriel!--the
wickedness of them in one light, the innocence in another; and without
prompting a confession he forgave her. Could she believe it? This was
love, and manly love.
She yearned to be on her feet, to feel the possibility of an escape from
him.
She pointed to a landing. He sprang to the bank. 'It could end in
nothing else,' he said, 'unless you beat cold to me. And now I have your
hand, Renee! It's the hand of a living woman, you have no need to tell
me that; but faithful to her comrade! I can swear it for her--faithful
to a true alliance! You are not married, you are simply chained: and you
are terrorized. What a perversion of you it is! It wrecks you. But
with me? Am I not your lover? You and I are one life. What have we
suffered for but to find this out and act on it? Do I not know that a
woman lives, and is not the rooted piece of vegetation hypocrites and
tyrants expect her to be? Act on it, I say; own me, break the chains,
come to me; say, Nevil Beauchamp or death! And death for you? But you
are poisoned and thwart-eddying, as you live now: worse, shaming the
Renee I knew. Ah-Venice! But now we are both of us wiser and stronger:
we have gone through fire. Who foretold it? This day, and this misery
and perversion that we can turn to joy, if we will--if you will! No
heart to dare is no heart to love!--answer that! Shall I see you cower
away from me again? Not this time!'
He swept on in a flood, uttered mad things, foolish things, and things of
an insight electrifying to her. Through the cottager's garden, across a
field, and within the park gates of Tourdestelle it continued
unceasingly; and deeply was she won by the rebellious note in all that
he said, deeply too by his disregard of the vulgar arts of wooers: she
detected none. He did not speak so much to win as to help her to see
with her own orbs. Nor was it roughly or chidingly, though it was
absolutely, that he stripped her of the veil a wavering woman will keep
to herself from her heart's lord if she can.
They arrived long after the boat at Tourdestelle, and Beauchamp might
believe he had prevailed with her, but for her forlorn repetition of
the question he had put to her idly and as a new idea, instead of
significantly, with a recollection and a doubt 'Have I courage, Nevil?'
The grain of common sense in cowardice caused her to repeat it when her
reason was bedimmed, and passion assumed the right to show the way of
right and wrong.
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