Hugh saw that in choosing the work of one's life, one must not be
guided by necessity, or even mere rectitude. Work embraced from a
sense of duty was like driving a chariot in sea-sand. One must have an
enthusiasm for one's task, and a delight in it; for only by enjoyment
of the results could one tolerate the mechanical labour inseparable
from all intellectual toil. It was true that he had himself drifted
into official duties, but here Hugh saw the guidance of a very tender
providence, which had provided him with a species of discipline that he
could never have spontaneously practised. His great need had been the
application of some hardening and hammering process, such as should
give him that sort of concentrated alertness which his education had
failed to bestow; and none the less tenderly provided, it seemed to
Hugh, was the irresistible impulse to arise and go, which had come upon
him when the process was completed. And now he was free, with an
immense appetite for speculation, for intellectual pleasure, for the
criticism of life, for observation. It was the quality, the fine
essence of things and thoughts that mattered. To some was given the
desire to organise and manage the world, to others the instinct for
perception, for analysis, for the development of ideas. It was not
that one kind of work was better than the other; both were needed, both
were noble; but Hugh had no doubt on which side of the battle he was
himself meant to fight. And so he determined that he would devote his
life to the work, and that he would not allow any excessive intrusion
of extraneous elements. The blessing of the academical life was that
it entailed a certain amount of social intercourse; it compelled one to
come into contact with a large variety of people. Without this Hugh
felt that his outlook would have become narrow and self-centred. He
knew of course that there would be times when it would seem to him that
his life was an ineffective one, when he would envy the men of affairs,
when he would wonder what, after all, his own performance amounted to.
But Hugh felt that the great lack of many lives was the failure to
perceive the interest of ideas; that many men and women went through
existence in a dull and mechanical way, raking together the straws and
dust of the street; and he thought that a man might do a great work if
he could put a philosophy of life into an accessible shape. The great
need was the need of simplification; the world was full of palpitating
interests, of beauty, of sweetness, of delight. But many people had no
criterion of values; they filled their lives with petty engagements,
and smilingly lamented that they had no time to think or read. For
such people the sun rose over dewy fields, in the freshness of the
countryside, in vain: in vain the sunset glared among the empurpled
cloud-banks; in vain the moon rose pale over the hushed garden-walks,
while the nightingale, hidden in the dark heart of the bush, broke into
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