Mountain life -- Fiction; North Carolina -- Fiction
On the whole, however, it made little difference to his neighbors what
Bud was about as long as they were not immediately involved. That a
man out there alone on the mountain-side, in Stygian darkness, was
battling with all the devils of Hell did not interest them. Bruised and
sore from head to foot, with the tips of his raw fingers quivering, Bud
could fight it out and welcome as long as he kept to himself. It even
made little difference whether he lost or won.
As he staggered up the rocky road, he would have been the first to
admit the truth of this. This was his fight now--his alone. He could
depend upon neither God, man, nor the Devil for assistance. He was
against the universe and the universe against him. Even the mountain
wind bred in his own mountain trees had played him false. It had lured
him into danger at the door. It was trying to press him back even now
and whipping his black hair into his eyes. In desperate rage he cursed
it as he stumbled on.
No matter how small the man, there is something Homeric about his
struggles when he comes to grips with elemental forces. Whether king or
common slave, a man who swayed by big passions does his best against
odds acquires a certain majesty. Men respect even rats who fight hard
for life.
If Bud had been dominated at the moment of his escape by nothing but
black revenge, this, before he returned to the shack, had changed
into something else, no less intense, but on the whole worthier. His
objective remained still the same--the death of Allston. But while he
lay bound upon the floor suffering acute physical pain, he had looked
forward to this as a matter solely of personal satisfaction. It was man
to man then, with Roxie stimulating the enmity, but she herself almost
wholly eliminated from the final issue. Once Bud was free and, rifle
in hand, within sight of his own door again, the girl assumed to him
her old importance. Because, as he realized now, with Allston dead, she
would be left more than ever his. The first time he had secured no more
than temporary possession; this time possession would be permanent.
So after all he did not stand altogether alone against the universe.
With Roxie still alive that was not possible. God, man, and the
Devil--they could all be against him, but as long as he kept within
striking distance of this girl he could still hope. In a way she was
nearer him at this moment than she had ever been before. He had
until now been under certain restraints. She had forced upon him a
compromise. For her sake he had twice spared Allston. She could not
expect that again of him. The issue now was clean-cut and that suited
him better.
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