For he could not speak of them. He could not speak of them to a living
soul. He could not write to them. If a letter had been permitted it
would have been read and censored. So, not daring to write, he dared
not think. Nature had been kind, and for weeks his brain had been
anæsthetised by the deadly routine, the bare walls of his prison, the
sudden and terrible change of environment.
This happens to some natures. Thoughts are checked, memory sleeps, but
there always comes a rude awakening. To other men it is the first few
weeks of imprisonment that are the most terrible. A few never survive;
their minds are wrecked, morally and spiritually they are ruined; then
their suffering comes to an end.
Rupert’s awakening came one grey morning when at daybreak he found
himself with half a dozen of his fellow convicts paraded in the yard,
and, after a breakfast more generous than usual, marched outside the
walls of Wormwood Scrubbs and conveyed in a van to an unknown
destination—which proved to be Waterloo Station.
The thrill of joy he experienced when he found himself standing on the
platform surrounded by familiar sights, hearing familiar sounds, his
nostrils inhaling familiar smells, was almost instantly followed by a
sickening sense of fear. Fear of the unknown!
He glanced at the men by his side all wearing the convict dress—the
badge of shame. It suddenly struck him how funny they looked. He
wondered if he cut as ridiculous a figure. Perhaps there might be some
one on the platform whom he knew, some one who would recognise him.
He stared with hungry eyes at the few people who passed. Forgetting
what he was, he yearned to see a familiar face. And presently he
realised that he and the other convicts were being stared at by men who
were free.
One man made a ribald jest. Others laughed. A few men looked with dull
curiosity. A woman shuddered and turned away.
Rupert bit his lip. It was not nice. Especially when he realised the
handcuffs. He squared his shoulders and held up his head. He was not
ashamed. There was nothing to be ashamed of.
A newspaper boy passed; on his tray the morning newspapers and the
illustrated magazines. Half a dozen pairs of yearning eyes followed him.
Probably each convict would have sold his soul for a copy of the
_Morning Post_ or the _Daily Chronicle_. Opposite to where they were
lined up, the station wall was covered with posters and play bills and
advertisements.
The first thing Rupert read was the "Ingenue Theatre," a poster staring
at him in six-inch letters. His jaws dropped, and he blinked his eyes to
drive away the mist that rose before them.
Then the train backed into the station. The warder in charge gave a
sharp order. As Rupert swung round in obedience to the command he saw
another poster facing him, the _Financial Times_, and beneath in huge
letters one word—"RADIUM."
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