Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh magazine, Vol. 75, No. 462, April 1854
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
“I will not grieve you much,” said Menie gently; “only I beg you to give
me your countenance when I see Randall—Mr Home. I want you to be as my
mother might have been in other circumstances; but I will not trouble
you much, aunt—I will not trouble you.”
Miss Annie could not stop her tears; she was very timid and afraid,
sobbing helplessly. “What will I do? what can I do? Oh, Menie, love, you
will make it up to-morrow;” for poor Miss Annie knew no way of
conquering grief except by flying out of its sight.
Menie led her back to the house tenderly. Menie had never known before
this necessity of becoming comforter, when she had so much need to be
comforted. It was best for her—it gave her all the greater command over
her own heart.
And to hear poor innocent July, in her own young unclouded joy—to hear
her unsuspicious mother at their breakfast-table—to have Randall’s name
cross her now and then, like a sudden blow—Randall, Randall;—Menie knew
nothing of all these depths, nor how such sorrows come in battalions;
so, one by one, her inexperienced heart gained acquaintance with them
now,—gained acquaintance with that sorest of human truths, that it is
possible to love and to condemn—possible to part, and know that parting
is the best—yet withal to cling and cling, and hold, with the saddest
gripe of tenderness, the heart from which you part. Poor Menie! they
said she looked very dark and heavy; that last night’s exertions had
wearied her—it was very true.
Miss Annie sent a message that she was not well, and would breakfast in
her own room. In the forenoon, when she came down stairs again, even
Menie was startled at the change. Miss Annie’s ringlets were smoothed
out and braided on her poor thin cheek—braided elaborately with a care
and study worthy of something more important; her step tottered a
little; when any one spoke to her, a little gush of tears came to her
eyes; but, notwithstanding, there was a solemnity and importance in the
hush of Miss Annie’s manner, which no one had ever seen in her before.
Half-a-dozen times that day she asked, in a startling whisper, “Menie,
when is he to come?” Poor Menie, sick at heart, could scarcely bear this
slow prolonging of her pain.
CHAPTER XXVI.
“Aunt, he has come.”
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