oft-repeated momentary glances the face of Charley, who stood in his
Etonian certainty of manhood, premature but not precocious, near his
mother’s side. Mr Summerhayes even scanned, when all was over, the
downcast countenance of Loo, who stood behind, watching with stout
endurance, and resolute not to cry during the entire ceremony. What was
the meaning which lay in those quick furtive darts of the bridegroom’s
eye it was impossible to say; his closest friend could not have
elucidated this strange secret by-play, of which nobody in the company
was conscious, except, perhaps, one child; but one thing it proved at
any rate, that his heart at this special moment was not engrossed, to
the exclusion of everything else, by his bride.
Mary was much less mistress of herself. She cried quietly under her veil
as she stood and listened to the familiar words. She repeated those that
fell to her with a little shiver. In her heart she could not but feel
what a terrible act she was completing as she vowed her love and
obedience over again, and separated her future from her past. But Mary,
with her downcast eyes, was insensible to everybody’s opinion at that
moment. Had she been standing in a wilderness she could not have felt
more isolated. She was conscious only of her new husband by her side—of
an indistinct figure before her—of God above and around, a kind of awful
shadow looking on. Mr Summerhayes was aware of her tears, and they moved
him so that his colour heightened involuntarily, and he pressed her hand
with a warning pressure when it came to that part of the ceremony. But
Mary herself was not aware that she was crying till she felt this touch
of remonstrance, which startled her back into consciousness. Such was
this marriage, at which, as at other marriages, people looked on with
various shades of sympathy and criticism, and which, with all its
concealed terrors and outward rejoicing, was the free act of hearts
uncoerced and acting only at their own pleasure—a free act, suggested by
no third party, unless, perhaps, it might happen to be a certain grim
inflexible Fate who, if the reins are but yielded to her for a moment,
pursues her victim through a throng of inevitable consequences. But
perhaps, when a woman is being married like Mary Clifford, it is a kind
of comfort to her to feel as if she could not help herself, rather than
to know that she is entering all these new dangers voluntarily, and in
obedience to nobody’s will but her own.
“Well, I am sure, I wish them every comfort in life,” said Miss Harwood,
as she stood leaning on her brother’s arm at the hall door of Fontanel,
watching the carriage drive off which contained the happy pair. “She
can’t feel much like a bride, poor thing, leaving all these children
behind her. I am sure I wish her every happiness. I hope she’ll never
live to repent it,” said Miss Harwood, with a sigh.
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