Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 93, No. 570, April, 1863Various
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Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine, Vol. 93, No. 570, April, 1863
Various
England -- Periodicals; Scotland -- Periodicals
And so they went wandering through the bare woods, poor Loo stooping now
and then unawares to gather some violets according to her girlish
habits, and Charley, even in the depths of his distress, following with
his eye the startled squirrel running along a branch. They were
profoundly, forlornly, exquisitely sad, but they could not ignore the
alleviations of their youth. Amid all the sudden shock of this
disinheritance—in which there mingled so cruel a sense of wrong, so warm
an indignation and resentment—Charley still thought, with a rising
thrill of courage and pride, that he might carve out for himself a
better fortune; while Loo, her brother’s sole confidante and supporter,
was herself supported by that exquisite consciousness of being able to
console and encourage him, which almost atones to a girl’s heart for
every misfortune. They could hear the distant echoes of the cheers and
laughter and loud cordial talk of the guests, while they strayed along
silent, with hearts too full to speak. Very different anticipations had
the two entertained of this famous day so long looked forward to. They
were to be the first in all the rejoicings undertaken in their
honour—for the glory of the heir-apparent could not fail to be shared by
the Princess Royal, the eldest daughter of Fontanel; they had pictured
to themselves a brilliant momentary escape out of the embarrassments and
restraints which they could not but be conscious of at home, and Charley
had even been prepared to feel magnanimous to Mr Summerhayes, who, after
all, was but a temporary interloper, and had no right to that
inheritance of which the young Clifford was heir indisputable. Now, the
sound of the merrymaking went to Charley’s heart with acute blows of
anguish. It was an aggravation of the sudden misery, cold-blooded and
odious; what were they rejoicing about? Because a poor boy had come to
the coveted years of manhood, to learn bitterly, on the eve of what
should have been his triumph, that he was an absolute dependant, a
beggar, at the mercy of a stepfather. No wonder he could not speak; no
wonder he put up his hands to his ears, and uttered a groan of rage and
wretchedness when that burst of cheering came upon the wind, and Loo,
speechless, could but cry and clench her little hands in the bitterness
of her heart. This was between the tenants’ dinner and the ball in the
evening, which was to be the gayest ever known in the county. Poor
Charley would gladly have faced a tiger, or led a forlorn hope, could he
have had such an alternative, instead of arraying himself in sumptuous
raiment and appearing at that ball, where his presence would be
indispensable. He seized poor Loo’s little hands harshly in his own, and
pressed them till she could have screamed for pain. “Don’t cry; your
eyes will be red at the ball—your first ball, Loo!” cried her brother,
with a kind of savage tenderness; and Loo, half afraid of this strange
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