* * * * *
Mr. Sprague said nothing more to Jim on the subject of Delia, which
circumstance disconcerted and worried the boy more than he was willing
to admit to himself.
He tried to consider the matter calmly but his thoughts seemed to
dissolve in a mist of beautiful hair, wide opened blue eyes, and white
arms and bosom.
“She is right,” he told himself. “We can’t marry now, and we love each
other so much that we must be all in all to each other.”
However, his conscience made him very miserable. He felt that one who
had no religion should be morally strong. With all this he continued to
go to Delia’s house.
He did not understand why she designated certain evenings for his
visits and forbade him to come on others. One evening, rather late,
feeling very lonely and very much in love, he turned his steps toward
her house, notwithstanding the fact that it was a proscribed day.
He had nearly reached the gate when a man emerged from the doorway, and
Jim, halting beneath one of the large trees that shaded the sidewalk,
recognized his father. His first feeling was of anger that he was
being spied upon, but this turned to amazement and cold rage as Delia
called Sprague back and, through the half closed door, kissed him,
straightening his hat which she had knocked awry, calling, “Good night,
dearie,” as he went off.
Jim watched his father disappear, and, after a moment’s hesitation,
walked away with rapid strides. He sought his home when it was daybreak.
The old standards by which Jim had measured values were of no more use
to him.
XIII
Jim came to look at the world and people with clearer eyes. He saw that
his father kept him in the store to save clerk hire and not with any
intention of giving him a share in the business. He realized that he
had no home or career in his native town. He thought matters out very
carefully and fully.
One morning at breakfast, after reading a letter just received from
John, the complacent tone of which threw his own forlornness into
relief, he announced to his father that he was going away to college.
“You’re going to stay right where you are,” responded Mr. Sprague from
his side of the table.
“No, I’m going,” repeated Jim quietly.
“Well, you won’t get a cent from me,” exclaimed his father with the air
of saying the last word in an argument. “I suppose this is another of
the fool notions you’ve got from that Winter boy.”
“I didn’t expect anything from you,” explained Jim.
Mr. Sprague passed one hand over his stubbly chin and regarded his
son with cold curiosity. The elder Sprague was burly and inclined to
stoop. He wore reading glasses and now he peered through them with as
much detachment as an entomologist who has a mildly interesting insect
under the microscope. He was, as usual, in his shirt sleeves, and his
deliberate untidiness of dress seemed the aggressively flaunted signal
of that coarseness of spirit which was a matter of pride with him.
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