Illegitimate children -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Middle West -- Fiction
She went back by bus and walked about through half a dozen shops, then
to a round of galleries, and finally, tired out, to the hotel. The
thrill was over as she watched the day die on the house-tops of the
East Side, and she almost wished she did not have to spend the night
there. She wanted to be at work, after all, the sooner the better;
nothing else could save her from boredom and despair. To-morrow she
would launch herself on the unknown stream.
She bought a ticket to a Russian variety show, which was just then
having a vogue on Broadway, and found forgetfulness between its exotic
charm and the night-view from the theatre roof, of the yellow-dappled
park, its motors skimming and swerving upon curved ribbons of road.
As she turned for a last look at it, standing apart from the crowd
filing out, her solitary figure attracted the glances of a score of
prosperous-looking men. But she did not see them. She thought:
“This is so vast, what can it matter who one is? The Moira of yesterday
is just as small compared to it, as this one here. Why should I care?”
She laughed at this bit of philosophy. It was not particularly
comforting, but it helped her to believe that she had given
up the past.... In her dreams the visions of the day mingled
kaleidoscopically.
Moira knew nothing about New York in a practical way. Her path had
always been the narrow round tripped by the fashionable visitor.
Therefore, as she sat at breakfast with the “classified” columns of
the _Times_ before her she had no idea where she wanted to live. It
happened that the first addresses that she jotted down in her notebook
were far downtown and to these she went looking for the cheapest single
room she could find.
The sights that met her eye filled her with half-humorous, half-tragic
emotions. The landladies who greeted her were in the main revolting;
she was taken into rooms that smelled, rooms that had cheap iron beds
with battered brass knobs, that had carpets with holes in them and
frayed lace curtains, grey with dirt, and hideous oak furnishings and
coloured calendars on the walls. Three-fourths of them were not cleaned
oftener than once a month, she was certain, and she determined to have
cleanliness though every other comfort failed.
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