Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Silly old Father, he was ridiculous, and yet it must be horrid to be as
unhappy as all that. Anyway, it would mean all the more for her. She
finishes his egg and then opens and begins to eat the fish. She does
not eat prettily. He is having no lunch. Is he really ill? No, it was
the gin. Still, it was her job to look after him, if she didn’t who
would? And if he was ill and died she would feel just like the hen who
trod to death a chick--yes, just like that. For he was hers, he was an
awful child, and he had to be looked after, and he had to be petted
when he cried. He had to be told how wonderful he was, and if you told
him he was a genius he would at once cheer up and begin talking about
birds and trees, and the sky and the stars. There was something queer
about stars, they were mysterious, like Minnie’s eyes, only nice and
small; and she liked nice small things, when she saw them. They were
cool too. There were heaps of things she did like, but then she didn’t
have the time, she was so busy. What was a genius exactly? How hot it
was, and she wanted a drink.
* * * * *
Everything was old and sleepy. The sun, who was getting very red,
played at painting long shadows in the grass. The air was tired and
dust had risen from nowhere to dry up the trees. Sometimes a gentle
little breath of wind would come up moving everything softly, and a
bird would sing to it perhaps. All was quiet. Gnats jigged. From over
the river the clock struck a mellow golden eight. The sun began
throwing splashes of gold on to the trees, even the house caught some
and was proud to be under the same spell.
The air began to get rid of the heaviness, and so became fresher as the
dew soaked the grass. A blackbird thought aloud of bed, and was
followed by another and then another. The sun was flooding the sky in
waves of colour while he grew redder and redder in the west, the trees
were a red gold too where he caught them. The sky was enjoying herself
after the boredom of being blue all day. She was putting on and
rejecting yellow for gold, gold for red, then red for deeper reds,
while the blue that lay overhead was green.
A cloud of starlings flew by to roost with a quick rush of wings, and
sleepy rooks cawed. Far away a man whistled on his way home.
Joan came from the porch as the light failed and moved peacefully to
the gate. She went through and crossed the meadow, the heavy grass
dragging at her feet. Some cows ate busily nearby and hardly bothered
to look up. Then the river flowing mysteriously along with the sky
mirrored in the varnished surface. Trailing willows made light smiles
at the sides where the water was liquid ebony. An oily rise showed a
fish having an evening meal. He was killing black flies. Joan sat on
the bank.
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