Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Mrs. Haye had called and had stayed to tea. She, Joan, was allowed
butter with her bread and jam. That was only on great occasions. After
that the Mothers’ Union started. Mrs. Haye must have stamped on the
gossip, for all the women began coming again, every month. Mrs. Haye
attended herself the first time. Mother put some cut flowers in a pot
just by her. It was a special occasion, so Father’s objection to
cutting flowers was forgotten. “Do you want the best rose tree to be
the rubbish heap?” Later, there was a woman who tried to teach them how
to make baskets, but she forgot how to make them herself in the middle,
and nobody minded, they had gone on whispering just the same. They were
great times, those.
A fat drop of rain plunked on to the window-sill. Rain. Then another,
and another. The air became full of messages, a branch just underneath
moved uneasily. There was a rumble miles away that trundled along the
sky till it roared by overhead and burst in the distance. Thunder. Rain
fell quicker. A broad flame of lightning--waiting, waiting for the
crash. Ah. The storm was some way off. The rain walked up the scales of
sound, swishing like a scythe swishes. Quick light from another flash
lit up the yard, and a bird was flying as if pursued, across the
snouted pump. Darkness. The thunder. Nearer.
The air was cool, unloaded. Joan drew back from the window, for she was
being splashed by the spray as the drops smashed. The rain fell faster,
faster. A terrific sheet of light and all the sky seemed to be tumbling
down, moving celestial furniture. Father’s bass came up singing
confidently, “There is a green land far away.” Daylight, the sky
fought. Darkness and rain. Sheet lightning never hurt anything, but how
wonderful to be as afraid as this. Father was rising on the tide of
knowledge. “I know, I know,” he cried, and heaven saluted it with her
trumpets. He sang a line of the “Red Flag,” but switched off. Swish,
swish, said the rain, settling down to steadiness. Father was singing
something and taking all the parts. The chickens in the hut made
plaintive noises, the cock was being so tiresome. “What a bore the old
man is,” they were saying, “but we are so frightened of him.” How
wonderful, terror. Joan quaked on the box. Swish, said the rain.
Joan draws her blouse round her and hunches her shoulders. How much
fresher it is now. The storm thunders away behind, it has passed over.
Mumbles come from below. Laughter. All of her listens. His voice, “Ring
out, wild bells.” Always the church bells that he could not escape.
Hunted by bells. Crash--the empty bottle. Then he is singing again.
Mother had used to play. He is coming upstairs, toiling up, and Joan
shivers. Into his room. Silence. Quietly he goes to bed and is asleep.
The light in him had gone out. He had forgotten.
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