Bildungsromans; Blind -- Fiction; Parent and child -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
They had met in a lane, had smiled, and had made friends. That is, they
had never really made friends, she had been far too stupid. But Nancy
used to giggle at her jokes, and she liked that. Dolly had been
forgotten then.
They talked a great deal about men, with long silences, and Nancy’s
giggle and “Oh you’s.” They walked arm in arm, or more often with their
arms round each other’s waists, their heads bent, whispering. Lord,
what fools they must have looked. Of course Mother was only too glad
that she was out of the way, Father too.
They used to walk most in the lane, just outside the house here. She
had been in love, oh, how passionate, with Jim who never spoke, and who
worked for Mr. Curry. He had been worse than George. But he used
sometimes to come home by the lane in the evening, and they would pass
him arm in arm. She would give him the sidelong look she had practised
in the mirror, but he never did more than touch his cap. She had
dropped her handkerchief once, as Nancy had told her they did in the
world. They had talked and giggled for days before she had plucked up
courage to do it. But of course he did nothing.
Nancy wore a ring round her neck on a bit of cotton. She said at first
that Alfred had given it her, but that time under the honeysuckle when
she had shown Nancy her birthmark on her leg, she had confessed that
she had only got it out of a cracker at Christmas. Nancy used to think
her awfully daring.
Then their walks when evening was coming on, when they wandered down
the sunken lane. Thick sunlight and thicker shade, when they twined
closer together, and walked slower, and were silent. There was the
heavy smell of honeysuckle, sweet, which a little fresh air coming down
between the banks would begin to blow away. The birds flew quietly from
side to side, there were flowers whose names she did not know, and long
tufts of grass full of dew. The flowers made dots of colour in the
shade, the ground they walked on buried the sound of their feet....
Soon they would come to the gate, and they would sit clinging to each
other and balancing, watching the horses scrunch up the grass and the
cows lie chewing, idly content. The sky was always different, and the
end of a hot day was sleepy. The flies buzzed round, the midges bit. On
a piece of fresh manure there would be hundreds of brown flies, and a
bee would hurry by. She used to watch the trees most often. There were
so many of them, one behind the other, hiding, showing, huddled, alone.
Far away a car would blow a horn, or a train would whistle, but it used
to feel as if there was everything between them and it. Birds up in the
sky that was paling would fly silently with a purpose. They were going
to bed, and soon she would go back, have supper, and go to bed.
Partridges talked to each other anxiously, as they gathered together,
against the dangers of the night. The horses looked round calmly. A dog
barked miles away.
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