England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Genealogy -- Fiction
fully-awakened and listening dancing-master.
And Edmund Plantagenet himself? Sitting up, half recumbent, upon the
bare little sofa, with bloodshot eyes gazing out straight in front of
him, he seemed transfixed and spell-bound by the sudden sound of his
own young words coming back to him so unexpectedly across the gulf
of blighted hopes and forgotten aspirations. Listening eagerly with
strained ears to Gillingham's high and measured, cadences, the old man
felt for a moment inspired with a new and strange admiration for his
own unrecognised eloquence. The phrases, though he remembered them well,
seemed to him far finer than when he first had written them--and so
indeed they were, transfigured and reduced to a semblance of higher
meaning by the practised reciter's stirring elocution. The reciter had
produced a deeper effect than he intended. One minute the old man sat
there silent after Gillingham had finished, looking round him defiantly
with his bloated red face upon those now sobered boys; then, with
an unwonted burst of energy and fire, he cried aloud in a tone of
suppressed passion:
'Lads, lads, he says the truth! He says the truth! Every word of it. Do
you know who wrote that magnificent passage of English rhetoric he has
just repeated to you? Do you know who wrote it? It was me, _me_, me, the
last of the Plantagenets! And he knows it. He's been reciting it now to
shame and disgrace me in my blighted old age. But, still--he has done
wisely. He thought I was past shaming. Lads, lads, I'm not past it. I
remember well when I wrote that passage--and many another as fine,
or finer. But that's all gone now, and what am I to-day? A miserable
drunken old country dancing-master, that a pack of irreverent Oxford
boys ask up to their rooms to make fun of him by getting him to drink
himself silly. But when I wrote that passage I was young, and full of
hope, and an author, and a gentleman. Yes, boys, a gentleman. I knew
all the best men and women of my time, and they thought well of me, and
prophesied fair things for me not a few. Ah, yes, you may smile, but I
remember to-night how Samuel Taylor Coleridge himself took me once by
the hand in those days, and laid his honoured palms on my head, and gave
me his blessing. And finely it's been fulfilled!' he added bitterly.
'And finely it's been fulfilled--as you see this evening!'
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